I always felt out of place.
Miserable.
Lost.
I've never felt comfortable in my body.
The change had to happen.
So that girl people once knew is now gone!
I took the pills which was just the start of my process and then I got the surgery which basically wrapped things ups...
My name was Margaret...But now it's Magnus Bane and I am a Bisexual trans. I love to sing. It helps me release all my feelings out and it helps me tell a story. When I sing, I feel like all that weight on my shoulders is lifted. I also love my friends and I love my life...
'I'm starting out 11th grade fresh.' I thought as I walked into school. I got stares from all around. Judgmental stares, Disgusted stares, Confused stares, and some neutral stares. As I looked around I found a few supportive and happy stares. I smiled because those stares belonged to none other than Loss, Fell, Lewis, Fairchild, and The Lightwoods.
I had talked to them about it last year during lunch.
*Flashback*
"Hey guys. Can we talk?"
"Yeah sure Margaret! What's up?"
"Howdoyoufeelabouttransgenders?" I rushed out.
"What was that?" Catrina asked.
I took a deep breath "How do feel about transgenders?"
"Oh well I don't have a problem with them. I mean they're people just like us. They walk the earth like we do." Ragnor said.
"Yeah like Ragnor said they're still people. They're not monsters. We all live and breathe after all." Alec smiled.
"Well that's good because I...I don't feel comfortable in my body." I whispered the last part.
"What are you saying?" Alec asked.
"I'm saying...I'm saying that I don't want to be a girl! I want to be a boy! I don't feel comfortable with how I look. This isn't me. This isn't the real me!" I finished my rant looking around to see shocked faces.
I realized what just happened and was ready to take off, when two warm arms wrapped around me.
I looked up to see that it was Alec Lightwood. Well Alexander, but only I get to call him that.
"Margaret we don't care if your a boy or girl. We'll love you no matter what. If this is what makes you happy and feel like you then go for it. We'll be right behind you every single step of the way." Alec tightened his hug around me as I saw everyone else nod their head in agreement.
"Yeah I mean we're your best friends and the best friend policy comes with a lot of things. Two of those things is support and love. That's exactly what your gonna get from me." Catrina said getting up joining the hug.
"And me" Ragnor jumped out his seat joining the hug.
"And me". Izzy said joining the hug.
"And me" Clary said joining the hug.
"And me" Simon said joining the hug.
"And me" Jace said joining the hug.
It was now one big hug of unconditional love and support
