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The Art of Feeling Too Much

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TW: Abuse, negative self talk, self harm, food disorders, suicide, anxiety/panic attacks Collection of poems about the experiences of my life: both highs and lows. Living with Borderline Personality Disorder (BPD) isn't pretty. It isn't romantic. It...

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Lost

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oleh kyliemariek1014

Losing.
Losing hope.
Losing the life we were happy about.
Losing meaning.
Losing life.
Losing the will to live.
Losing.
I
Am
Losing.

No one would care.
No one would miss me.
No one was there.
No one will ever be there.
No one.
I am best with no one.

I want to be away.
I want to go to sleep.
But I can't.
I don't want to die.
I don't want to live.
I don't want to end everything.
I don't want carry on.
I want to sleep
And wake up with everything
Better.
I want to make friends.
I want to talk.
I want to share my thoughts.
I want to be a normal person.
I want to be happy again.
I want to be me again.

I don't like being sad.
I want to be happy.
I don't want to be a disappointment.
I want to make people proud.
I don't know how.

But I'll figure it out.

I always do.