TROUBLE

THE PLOT PART 2

MANI 

After Quincy explained to me and uncle G what happened and why he'd been here it was crazy just thinking about the amount of danger that was on the table and how real its about to get, sometimes I just wish I could rewind all of it I mean I'm not scared to protect myself but I don't just have myself to think about now I gotta also think about saiah because at the end of the day his safety is what really matters to me the most. I don't ever want to put my lil brother in a place where he doesn't feel safe so no matter how this is gonna end I'm gonna make sure that he's gonna be fine if its the last thing I do. I was shaking out my thoughts when I Hurd my balcony door open and couldn't believe my eyes at the figure standing directly in front of me , it couldn't be him a million and one questions flowed through my head as just stood there staring at him the amount of emotions that stirred up was so crazy right now that I didn't know wether to be a angry or happy.

"so you just gonna stand there and stare like I'm not here... dang can I at least get a hug or something damn I know we left on some bad terms but I aint know it was like that".

" Do- Don what are u doing here"? I don't know why I was so nervous around him but he just does that to me even before everything happened between us.

" Damn so its really like that no hug no nothing"

" Hello Donavon how are you what brings you here today"? I asked being a tab bit petty trying to steer my way away from all the feeling and emotions that started to stir up.

" Hurd you shawty I see how it is  stop trying to front like you don't wanna hug a nigga" don said as he pulled into one of the tightest and warmful hugs that I had missed so much it felt good to be in his arms it made feel a sense of safety but sooner pulled away when I started to think about how much he hurt me and how left me for DEAD... 

"Well what is it that you want  Brewster" I said letting him know that I'm serious.

"So i'm Brewster now.....Anyways how come I gotta here from your uncle about shit that was suppose to come from you.....I thought we was better than that "

" OHHHHHH.....brewster  please don't start I don't have to report to you about anything last time I check you are not my father I don't care what you think if I don't wanna tell you something I don't have to I am 23 yrs old if I needed saving you'll be the last to know so don't try n walk ur big ass in here like I needed your ass too..... I don't even know why you really came you should have stayed in Baltimore....."

I don't know where all that anger just came from and I know I came at him a lil harsh but if it was him he would've done the same thing to me just the thought of all the pain he caused and how he betrayed me I don't think I could ever forgive him and I'm the most forgivable person I loved him with everything in me even before we got serious when we was just cool and friends and just kicking it everyday. We used to do everything together and I always his back through everything when he was at his lowest points I was there when his mom would be in the streets  and his no good of a fucking step dad would start shit with him for no reason and he wanted to leave his house I was the one that open my door for him and we lay together just talking until we both go to sleep I was there through it all and all I asked in return was the same I would have done anything in the world for this man and he betrayed to the fullest I wish it didn't have to be like this but if this is ever going to go somewhere one day its gonna take a lot of time realshit.

DONAVON BREWSTER

All I could do was stand there and try to take in everything mani just said to me. That shit hit hard because I knew I did some wrong shit to her and its still haunting me I mean mani was everything I knew the first day I met her she wasn't like other girls in Harlem just fucking wit you cause how large your pockets was or what type of designer shit you had she was real I mean for her age I thought she would have been just like any other fast ass lil girl trying to get with me but she wasn't and showed me the on numerous occasions and I fucked up I didn't come back to hurt her more I really came back to protect her and try to start all over again and all I can do to prove to her that I'm sorry with everything in me is show her.

"look mani I'm sorry for all the wrong that I did to you ..you was everything and treated me nothing but good and I fucked up but all that I can do to show you how sorry I am is prove it to you I'm not saying let work on getting back together in a relationship but just let me prove to you that I want my friend back and that I would do anything to rekindle my friendship with you because my friendship with you mean more to me than anything and I promise I gonna do right and be the best friend that I was suppose to be and should have been like you was to me."

" Don im not even in the mood to talk about this right now there is something more serious thats going on in my life right now and the only thing that I'm making a #1 priority right now is keeping messiah safe even if I gotta be alone when I do it so I'm gonna go to my room and get ready for bed..... "    

she said before she turned around and walked back in the house i just stood there for min just thinking about everything someway somehow I'm gonna prove to mani that I'm sorry and hopefully I can get my best friend and girl back but for right she was right keeping messiah safe was top priority  but keeping her and messiah safe was mines and everything else was second .