dear laziness,
today, at 3 pm, i went to meet my counselor. why? well, i have my family problems so yeah i go for counseling day to day.
by the way after i finished my session, i told the counselor about a friend of mine. she has the most unique personality i've ever seen in my thirteen y/o eyes.
she's assuming that she's a gangster and a tomboy. she's pretty stubborn yet she aced her examination.
she's appearance is a bit messy as her scarf is kinda dirty.
but deep inside she has a lot of problems. i feel sorry for her so i tried to help her. but you know what the fuck she paid me back?
she said she doesn't deserves being treated like this. she don't want anyone to help her. she said she want to settle all of her probs alone.
and of course, i called that ego. i was trying to help her though. she said that i can't handle her personality blah blah.
bitch what i lived for thirteen years i dealt with different kind of situations each day. and she said like bad things to herself. i can't even.
i had a mental breakdown so i cried in front of her. you know that feeling when you actually wanna change yourself to be a better person.
this fucking girl was stopping me to help her. i mean i was trying to be nice but uGH WHY WORLD.
i wish i can help her better. sobs i sound like a busybody why.
bukkun
