Fear Of Future \\ English Version \\

Prologue

This morning, me Jisoo, sweared on the entire world that I will never ever grow up and become like those stupid people who are slaves of the society. I desire the liberty and not being suffocated by this authoritarian life. Running away is what I want the most in this world, but I can not leave unless my best friend Jinyoung is with me. He helped me so much during my childhood. In 2002, the week after my grandfather's death, I was 12 and he was 15 years old, we were at the amusement park doing all what kids were doing, dropping  trashes on the floor without people noticing and even broke various things that did not really matter to our eyes which  could have give us a fine. We were delinquents, like literally. During the evening, I felt at my lowest and Jinyoung knew right away that I had something to tell him. At that time my parents wanted to move out to another city, despite the frustrating situation, he told me that he would always be on and by my side no matter where I would be and what I would do. That evening when I went home I tried to convince my parents to not move out but they did not listen to me ... so, in frustration,  I ran away as far as possible from the house but they found me the next day on the side of the road and we did not move because of me ..Even these day, they still saying it's my fault if we haven't moved yet... I hate people, society and then yes, me, Jisoo .... I have a Fear of the Future.