I'm Sorry Please Be Happy ✔️

9- Heart breaking news

Y/n pov
After we went home me and tae cuddled on the couch while watching some shows but even if we were doing that I couldn't get jk out of my head not even for a second and that girl I bet she's his girlfriend I mean they were together and holding hands
I shouldn't care or think about that but still I'm still not over him I don't think I can ever be over him
While I was thinking that
V: that guy from the store a while a he seemed so familiar
Whattt
M: u-uhmm wh-y
I said nervously
V: I don't know I've seen him before I guess nvm
He smiled and I just looked away thank god I thought he noticed

Ringgggg ringggg
Tae's phone rang
T: yeah, ok yeah alright, ok ok I'll tell her, ok bye, k yeah I got it byeee
M: whose it
T: parents they said we have big meeting with all the other companies and you have to go too m: oh why me
T: don't know they said wear a dress
M: hmm ok I will, where is it
T: tmrw at the xxxxx place
M: ohh ok

We both changed and went to sleep we both have the same room bc we are engaged yeah we are
I was actually happy to be with tae but then when I saw Jk I have bad feeling something's gonna happen
Ringgg
M: hello
D: y/n how are did you hear about the dinner
M: hmm
D: well I just wanted to let you know that's he's gonna be there too
M: jk?
I don't know why but I had a feeling he would be there too bc their family is really rich too
D: how did you know
M: it's ok dad don't worry about it ok
D:alright thanks princess goodnight
M: goodnight
I hang up and tae gets out the shower half naked I blushed at the sight this is only the second time I'm seeing him like this
I looked away
T: who was it?
he asked
M: my dad he told me about that dinner thing... would you mind putting on a shirt
I said tried not to look at his abs
T: what are you shy don't be your my fiancée anyways, we don't have to hide from each other
He said coming closer and I backed away untill I was laying down on the bed and he was hovering over me I could feel my face burn up
He came closer until the gap between up was closed the kiss was getting intense and just then the face of jk came to my mind and I was about to push tae off
I thought to myself no he's my fiancée he has the right! But still I wanted to push him off but I couldn't move I just went with the flaw

Without realising my hands went to his neck and I deepened the kiss his hands started to go up my shirt but I didn't do anything even if i wanted to the thought of my dad and his words came into my mind and I didn't stop him
For some reason I wanted him to be my first so I did give him my first that night

*Morning*

But in the morning I regretted everything I didn't even know why, I should be happy he was my first since he will become my husband later on but still I felt guilty because I didn't love him I couldn't!
I was laying there thinking about everything then
T: morning baby girl
He said and I turned around and smiled
M: morning tae tae
T: did you have fun last night
He said smirking this boy such a tease
M: shut up and get up already it's so late already
T: well we were tired from last night right
He smirked again
M: yahhh stop already ughh, I'm taking a shower
I said and got up without realising I was naked from last night untill
T: wahh look at my sexy girlfriend
I looked down and
M: yahhh dont look
I shouted at him and ran to the bathroom my face burning from embarrassment
T: sorry your okey don't worry I won't tease you stay home I'll buy you a dress for today ok
M: ok thanks be safe
T: ok you too
He went out and I took a long shower and thought about everything which made me want to cry

After shower I watched my Korean drama
T: I'm hereeee look it's so pretty
He showed me the dress
M: wow you have great taste
T: I know now her ready we don't want to be late
M: ok ok I'm going

I went and wore the dress