Skinny
Loner
Bitch
Homewrecker
Marriage breaker
Perrie doesn't love you
Die bitch
Little mix would be better without you
Slut
"Ahh get out me head" I shouted into the empty apartment. Ever since I posted a picture of Perrie and I kissing all I had got was hateful comment after hateful comment. They were beginning to engrain in the deepest part of my brain. Manifesting in my thoughts. Poisoning what little peace I had. And basically ruining my life.
It was extra effort to do anything. Waking up was difficult, eating was even harder.
Perrie, Leigh and Jesy were out the house doing various things. And I felt lonely.
'You did it to yourself' my mind sneered, reminding me that I felt lonely because I hadn't gone out with Perrie to the supermarket. Because I hadn't taken Leigh's offer of coffee. Because I had shouted at Jesy when she suggested I came to the park with her and George.
I turned to the next best thing, in my opinion, to fill the void and lack of human contact, Instagram. Yes, I know what you're thinking, 'surely Instagram would be the last place I want to go when it was the place that set off my most recent bout of unhappiness'. But you'd be wrong, seeing the fan's edits help, hearing their stories makes me feel something other than lonely. So I clicked on the orange, purple and pink smeared icon and tried to relax ignoring the incessant chitter-chatter in the back of my mind.
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Darkness// Jerrie
FanfictionIn the darkest times of our life, friends are always there to pick you up. Follow the story as Jade Thirlwall falls into darkness feeling the pressure of her life as a pop star, leaving her friends and girlfriend to pick up the pieces. Completed ✅...
