Everything happens for a reason (BOOK IS ON HOLD)

thirty-two

Cameron in MM

Aaleeyah

the next morning I woke up naked in bed alone

I finally came to the realization that it was August's

"No no no no" I said touching around the bed for my phone while my other hand still covered my bare naked skin with the sheet "Fuck what did I do"

August entered the room with a breakfast tray with 2 plates on it

The bigger plate had sausage, french toast, and scrambled eggs

The smaller plate was filled with cut up strawberries

"This moment reminded me of the same day you told me you knew you were knocked up wit my baybeh and I had the benefit of the doubt-" He paused

"I didn't want no baybeh cause along wit a baybeh comes a baybeh moms and I wasn't tryna have no woman rob me my hard-working money fa a child that prolly ain't even mines... But dat ain't you Lee, I respect you as a woman and I had no right ta judge you the first day I met ya" He said shaking his head

"I wanted to re-make that night taday ta show you I ain't perfect and I make mistakes too. My biggest mistake was losing you and I'm sorry it took me so long ta see that. It ain't been easy seeing you wit someone else, I have ta adjust ta you moving on and on top of dat I have ta get use ta Mar calling some otha nigga daddy?" He said with a disgust look on his face

He looked at my face seeing tears in my eyes

"Ill give you ya space ma" He said putting the tray down on the nightstand and walking out the room closing the door behind him

August thinks I'm crying because of his speech but that's not the only reason

I'm also crying because I have to tell Cam what happened if I wanna marry him

I do love Cam but I also have love for August

I knew I shouldn't have allowed me and August to get that far but I was being selfish I wasn't thinking about Cam, I was just thinking about myself and how happy I would be with August

I searched around the room for my clothes

When I spotted them I got dressed in them

I walked downstairs realizing August was no where to be found

I picked up my purse from the island seeing August in the backyard sitting on a chair around the pool

I quickly rushed to the front door getting my shoes on exiting his house

I got in my car speeding down the street

I pulled up in front of my house

I felt a nerve racking feeling tingle in me cause I told Cam yesterday I'd be home soon and instead I come back the next day

He's going to have a lot of questions that I'm just not ready to answer yet and I don't wanna lie to him

I opened the door to my house and heard glass breaking, banging, and crying

I dropped my bag running towards the sound "MarMar!" I yelled

I got to my room seeing Mar standing outside the door frame covering her ears crying