Rich Love (5SOS - Luke Hemmings)

Chapter 21- Past and Future

"Come on Luke, punch me! If it's not enough, kill me! Just fucking kill me and end my life right now god dammit!" i said to his face but, he didn't move. Instead, he just stared at me

"I know you enough to know when you are at your weakest and right now, you are at a vulnerable position"

"That's not true!" he denied

"Just accept it! I'm the only person in this world that can see right through you!" i answered louder than him, "I've seen you show emotions that no one in this room has ever seen before!"

His black eyes continued to burn right to mine since he knows that i'm telling the truth

"Luke, i've seen you cry in front of me, break down in front of me, laugh in front of me and for fuck sake's you even begged in front of me!" i started to enumerate and everyone was surprised that he can actually do those things.

"Stop lying!" he kept denying

"It's your damn ego! That's the problem! You've got too much pride and you have no idea it's hurting other people around you! It will probably be the reason that you'll die alone!" 

"Just fucking stop talking!" 

"No i wont! You need to face the reality! This is life, Luke! You get fucked up and there's nothing you can do about it!"

"You're pushing me" he growls

"Fine, i'll stop." i calmed down, "but, you need to suck it up and know that no matter what you do or how much money you have, you can never get anything or anyone you want. The word love is something you will never unders-" i tried to finish my sentence but i push towards the lockers. 

"I said, stop talking" Luke whispers and kissed me. 

I tried to fight and push him away but he removed his hands off my collar and took my hands. I can't move my arms nor my head. The only thing i could use were my legs but, right before i could kick his junk, Luke pushed his hips towards mine sexually. His eyes are closed and he's kissing me gently like he used to do before. I want to kiss him back so badly but i had the courage and enough stregnth to get out of him. When i looked around, the cameras are literally on my face. I turned around and slap look across the face

"You just showed everyone how much of a jerk you still are" i glared at him and left to get my bags from my locker. With the scene that just happened literally 5 seconds ago, i don't want to be judged right now.

Once i took my bag, i realised that i left some of my things in class

ah, fuck it

I exited the school and ran to the park to hide behind a tree. I sat on the ground and let all of my emotions out. Tears are falling out of my eyes and i tried tp cry quietly.

"Are you okay?" someone asked

i looked up and there was a at least 5 year old boy in front of me with his toy. Somehow, he looks familiar

"Yeah, i am" i replied and moved a bit so he can sit beside me

"Teenagers are so weird" he said with his cute voice

"What do you mean?" i asked and wiped the tears on my cheeks

"I have a brother. He's also a teenager and when he cries, he kept saying that he's fine when he really is not. Teenagers these days always lie about their real feelings." he explained

Is this really a kid or an adult?

"Okay fine, i'm not okay" i tell him the truth.

"Why? Is it because someone you love doesn't feel the same back to you?"