chapter 18

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"Osorõ!!!!!!"
I say running after him phone in hand.
Osorõ managed to loose me!
"Dammit!" I scoff.
I lost him.
But he wasn't here when I...
Kokuma!!
I walk into the living room.
"Hi" I say to Kokuma as I breath down her neck.
"Gah!"
"What is this?!" I show her my phone.
"Oh? You're gonna have to be more specific..Y/N" She says oh' so' sweetly'
Embarrassed I start crying...while looking down.
"It's not funny" I try mumbling.
I couldn't get the words out.
"HEY! babe! Dano! Get down here one of the pipes busted!" I hear Mr. Ruto say.
Not soon after that I heard Dano and Mrs. Ruto run down.
But. It didn't matter.
"Y/N I'm sorry! It's not my place! I'll delete it right away! She takes my phone!"
I wipe my eyes and put on my biggest grin.
"Thankyou!" I say!
I run upstairs happily!
I open Oko's room.
He isn't in there..
I lock the door shut.
I Crawl under Oko's covers grab his pillow and cry.
The pillow muffles my sounds.
Flash back(s)
'Oh look it! Its the girl that has no emotion!!' I hear a girl say.
'what's the matter with you' Her friend mocks.
'Maybe, if you didn't read or excel above everyone else people wouldn't call you a freak!'
Freak!
FREak!
FREAK!
...
'Y/N dear, those children did no such thing! You should smile and stop reading those foolish books!!'
My mother says as she takes the one thing my father gave me.
A book titled necromancy.
My one thing from my father.
But it's okay. It makes mama happy.
So I smile.
...
We move around a lot. Now.
Every person is nice to me.
I smile.
I can't cry it makes mama mad.
...
I look back and see a book named necromancy...it belongs to 'Oko Ruto'
Why wasn't I sad or disappointed... It didn't have my fathers name on it. I was happy now that I think about it...
I-
I lost my thought. The sobs overcame me. I couldn't stop. Mama wouldn't be mad because she doesn't know.
So. Why stop?
I guess I didn't hear Oko unlock and relock the door.
I felt him wrap his arms around me.
I look at him...confused...
"What are you doing?!" I ask him through sobs.
"What do you mean?" He asks softly.
"Why aren't you mad?" I ask.
"W-what do you mean?!" he asks shocked.
"Mama gets mad when I cry...she says I shouldn't have been born...
But its okay. Mama says she loves me."
I reply. Empty and cold.
"Y/N...I love you."
His warm embrace, breathe and...words melt me.
I couldn't help but latch on to him while thunder and lightning filled the room.
I sleepily nuzzled my head into his neck.

Okos pov.
Shit its only 3pm
What do I do. I don't want wake her.
"Oh~ Oko~" She mumbles into my ear.
My grip around her tightens.
Ahhaahhaa my face is heating up.
"More~" I hear her say again.
Her back arches and she appears to-OMG OKO NO!
Your dream:
I was eating fudge with Oko it tasted sooooo goood.
Then Osorõ showed up told me I need to go on a diet. He grabbed my hand.
But Oko didn't like. He became really possessive and dragged me away from him.
All dreams mean something?

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