WHY ME?

Chapter One

"DING DING DING" UGGGGGGGHHHHHH. Why, not now no!!! Not the first day of school UGH. Today is the first day of school but why, why do i have to go to school im not ready to be asked questions about my sisters passing. Oh yeah i'm Nikki Lessi Stony i have one brother Kyler Ray Stony. My twin sister Gabi Firn Stony passed away on New Years Eve (we did not start off the new year very good) when my sister passed i went home schooled and also became depressed. I was always sad and had no emations but sadness. Every thing was dull i didnt know what to say what to eat and what i like anymore it was like and new chapter, like i was dead and came back alive with a new life. Everything in my life felt like a question. Going into 7th grade i thought wasnt going to Be that bad but i miss seeing my sister in the halls, everytime i walk passed the library i get tearyeyed because i always passed her in this hallway. Why, why did she have to get shot through her bedroom window and hit her right... in the heart, why did it have to happen to use why not the neighbors or the people across the street. Why, why why why is all i have to say. Why you may think, well i dont know why. I never thought this would have happened never in a million years. The worst part is that i have to go to school with people that just want to know everything about me. OUCH!!! Of course i fell, im all so very clumsy. (that runs in the family) My sister fell and broke her foot. Then the next week i broke my leg, i remember my leg being green. I only had the cast on for 3 weeks, my skin was all pealed off my leg. Everything bad happens to me and my family my grandma passed away the day after my sister and then went my cousin after that. Nothing ever goese right in my family. But i had a good first day of school, no one was asking me questions about my sister and i made new friends after i quit the cool group always bossing me and other people aroung🙄 then as the night ends i fall into a deep sleep.