The Secret of Rain

***A New Home***

I let out a long big sigh as "Darren" my driver, drove me to another foster house, the fresh air running through my skyblue hair headphones on my head all the time to avoid people and even dealing with them just me and my smooth jazz to soothe my nerves. I've went from city to city a house to house, but nobody seems to accept me the way I'am everyone keeps telling me to be more open with all kinds of people, to laugh, to talk but its no use...

I was born this way.

I'm a DJ its my hobby, my driver Darrins bought me small DJ tablets and a guitar, I enjoyed playing them and practicing some skills to keep reminding me that "I'am who I'am".
"Hey rain, how're ya doin'?" Darrin gave me a glance but I kept focusing on the road saying nothing. "Come on I know you can hear me, just listen I know this is hard for you but-"
"Leave me alone!" I interrupted still focusing on the road.
Darrin sighed and kept talking "Come on rain, stay positive will ya?" "You're still talking to me" I crossed my arms and looked away, still depressed, still feeling useless... "You just need to give a good impression, don't you wanna meet your new parents?"
"If you know why I'm wearing these headphones why don't you respect my wishes?" I say still crossing my arms..."cuz its anti-social and kinda rude, I'm just trying to help" for a second there was a pause of silence then he parked to fill the car tank with fuel...I like the smell I mean who doesn't??
"Their name is Diva and Ombrek by the way" "cool" i said bored "cool? That's it??"darrin raised his eyebrows looking funny "Look Darrin I don't know what you want me to say..they're just gonna be the same as every set of parents I've had!!!" said loudly and angirly after a minute he sat on the side of car cross-armed and staring at the red shimmery sunset then he takes a long breath and comes closer to me to explain.."Rain calm dooown you're almost seventeen I mean you're not a kid anymore, you'll be independent and you'll have your own life and I'm sure you're gonna meet that special person oneday" he patted my shoulder and drove the car completing our journey.."you're right! Thanks Darrin you've always been there for me" a smile of relief ran down my lips. "One year to go at school untill graduation and I'd be finally free of all this suffering I just hope they don't feel sick around me cuz I'm kinda cold and distant around most people" I bite my lip.."nah, don't worry, and if anything went wrong just call me I'm always working in this nearby junkyard...you know where to find me" he winks, I roll my eyes and giggle as he parks his car beside the front door "ugh I'm exhausted!!"I lean on the car.
"Come on sleepyhead lots of unpacking to do!" Darrin held my bags up the stairs and gave me a hug I sigh and ring the doorbell Ok here goes nothing.