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1 - Fake Smiles

Sam's POV

I woke up at the sound of my alarm playing one of my favourite songs "Sweater Weather" by The Neighbourhood, I look up end just stare at the roof. 

It was Monday one of the worst days humans have to go through and not just because of work and homework, but because of the people you have to interact with at school. I'm genuinely a nice girl, well at leas most of the time not because I don't want to; but because there is always that fake girl or even a normal guy that you just don't like for some reason , and you have to pretend you like them and be nice, although sometimes its hard.

With  that in my head and an annoyed expression I walk out of bed and direct myself to my bathroom. I was a typical girl,  after waking up my morning breath could kill anyone in a radar of 2 kilometres ,my hair was all over the place sticking in the back of her neck with sweet because of night terrors...  well maybe a normal girl doesn't have night terror every time she falls asleep, but I do wake up with sleepy dust under my eyes, so I think Im relatively normal.

 I open the door of the bathroom grabbing a brush to take care of my hair, I take the toothpaste and toothbrush to brush my teeth trying hard not to vomit; yes I find really disgusting the white foam that it's created in the process. Finally I take my pyjamas off and just stare at the full body mirror in front of me. Sweater weather it's still on, so what do I do? Yes, I dance and jump like a crazy naked girl all over the place still trying not to do enough sound to wake up anyone; the song is about to finish when I really take a look at myself, and thats the only moment I let my smile hesitate. The person Im seeing in front of the mirror is  someone that can't fight back, who can't speak for herself, someone who is dying inside, looking at my body always bring the memories back that hunts me and brings me to reality, someone no one knows except for certain blond I like to call my best friend and with that my smile returns and I turn on the hot water to take a shower. 

After I finish  showering,  I brush my wet semi curly hair, spray some perfume,  comb my brows which are kind of thick for my liking even do Jas always say she envies them, I curl my eyelashes and put some transparent mascara because they are pretty dark on their own so I don't feel the need to put on black mascara .Finally I grab some black leggings a white top with an embroiled red rose, put on boots, and through on a jacket. I look at myself in the mirror and observe again how I look, this time I don't feel sad or disappointed, I am satisfied with what I see. This time I see a girl with a long  brown hair, big green eyes with soft features but with a pronounced jaw; She is skinny, but not to much.

 I won't lie, I know I am pretty at least in the outside, people have told me I should quit school and dedicate myself to modelling. However, I want to finish school first and even afetr that because of obvious reasons I can't do it. I grab my back pack, open the door and walk down the stair to open the door and leave for school.

I was walking down the street with my earphones on looking at google maps so I wouldn't get lost. I was attending a new school this year, I had... some... problems in my last school and decided it was better if I changed. I'll admit I was nervous but happy because I will be attending the same school as my best friend Jas, she was the one person I could be myself with and I wouldn't care. I knew she will never judge me which is why we were best friends, that and the fact that we both practically had the same taste of music, books, movies, youtuber's and food. At the moment I was obsess with as you will guess "Sweater weather" by The Neighbourhood , "Sex on fire" by Kings of lion, "Stand by me" by Ben n King, " My Gente" by J balvin, Percy Jackson books, everything and I mean everything written by Cassandra Clare, Game of thrones books, everything written by John Katsenbach, I was literally in love with the movie of AVATAR (not the one of the elements, but the one of the blue Avatars), and last but not least Pewdiepie and Jacksepticeye, those guys made my day.