"Okay I'll be live, go watch me, I love you Awsten, in a friendly way". I said smiling

"I love you too Chloe". He said as he hung up.

I pulled out my laptop and played some music as I set my live up. People came into the chat room sending there hellos and hearts.

I saw Awstens comment "GO CHLOE". I laughed and pinned the comment.

"Okay lets have a serious talk about family". I started to say.

"On my 21st birthday me Geoff and my friends went out drinking had a blast hanging out with them, got home slept had my first hangover, and I looked over to see Otto on Awstens twitter, so I thought, something bad is happening if Otto is on twitter". I laughed

"I saw that there was drama with Geoff and his ex-girlfriend, she called Geoff and she talked to me, Geoff and I broke up that afternoon, then being my bipolar self like an hour later we forgave each other and we were walking back to the house to see my best friend crying on the ground saying". I said as a few tears ran down my face

I saw the comments flood in with "don't cry's", or "I wish I could give you a hug". I noticed that Geoff was in the chat sending me hearts and "I love yous".

I waited a few more seconds to see another comment from him saying. "I love you so much, stay strong for 5 more minutes and we can watch movies and fall asleep". He sent.

"I love you bubba". I said

"My best friend Jenna said... my mother had passed, she was hit by a drunk driver, now we all how our own way of getting over something, I'm not ashamed to say that my way is smoking, I remember crying on Geoff when my brother walked in on us yelling at me saying that we're going home to new York for her funeral, did I go? No I didn't, because nobody understood me in the family but my own fucking mom". I cried out

"So let's say it's been about 5 days since her "death". Geoff takes me on this beautiful trip to my hometown next to my favorite park, I met some of you guys... then it all fucked up, I showed up unexpected to see my father and brother yelling at me telling me to leave and you'll never guess who I fucking saw".

"My fucking mother breathing, hugging me, what I'm saying of don't fucking joke around with that shit Christopher, I know you're watching scum, so that's my story, I'm going to shower, I love you guys so much your are my family, thank you for taking me in I love you, I love you, I love you". I said ending the stream.

I took my phone and whipped it across the room out of frustration and fell to my knees. I rocked back and forth as I normally do with my when I have a fit I shook my head and cracked my neck at the same time. "Not real, not real, not real". I repeated. I started to hit myself on the side of my head trying to get the thought of her out.

I heard the doorknob being twisted

"Geoff, I need you". I said shaking my head repeatedly.

"CHLOE". He yelled

He dropped everything he had in his hands ripped the blanket from the bed and wrapped me in it holding me tightly.

"She's not real". I said hitting myself again.

"Hey don't hit your self, hit me if you want, I'm here". He said

My rocking became slower, and I grabbed onto Geoff's hands.

"One time I lost my dog, Georgia and I didn't know where she was till I found her in our pond". I said

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