Tuesday 21 December
ok you figured out my lies.
friday was a test, monday i had to talk to counselor, and today i felt sick and was in the bathroom the whole time of lunch.
you texted me and said that if i didn't want food sit with you then i could have said so. and you know how embarrassed and nervous i got?
i saw the text and my stomach dropped and i was like 'i for sure made him mad at me. i'm such a freaking idiot.'
i texted you back saying i did want to sit with you i had reasons. but you haven't said anything back now and i think i'm gonna have a like panic attack. i'm writing now to distract me but i'm don't think it's really working and i think i may just be even more panicked.
i really am an idiot. such a fucking idiot.
oh my god. my phone buzzed and i'm scared to look at it. what if it's you? and you're really mad? i mean of course it's you... i don't have any other friends and my parents don't text me.
i think i'm gonna ignore it for awhile. maybe like take a shower first. calm myself.
god why am i such an idiot?
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