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||A devil inside||

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by MsGrotesque

by MsGrotesque

Its terrible to share your secrets with a man you dont know can be yours truly forever.-MsGrotesque

>"A devil inside"<

Accompanying the demon's happiness With their spooky ambiance
Makes me feel conscious
And deprived of being prosaically insane.

The inclusion and the interaction
With them makes me feel good and very welcome.
Like chains shakling
They say 'its the place where you could pursue everything especially your dreams.'

With the shadows that nudges and loses my senses
The air that touches my skin.
I glare towards the galaxies,
brighting and shining across the evil-wicked sunset.
I tried to be as noble as the bible.

Unblemished; pure ; clean.

I tried to escape but there's no way out.

I want to make my life long like marvelous
But I am aware that the world of darkness had swallowed me already.
It tingled my soul.

Trying to kill myself with a blade in my hand
And the devils are laughing
Seeing me in woe and pain.

But what's this feeling?
I'm satisfied.
Im happy

I'm happy seeing myself in pain.
I can't understand
Why?
The pain aches me
But I can't no longer feel it.
Its because I am stocked on the top of mountain
With this dilemma Im carrying
---I got numb.

My nonexisting heart tends to beat so fast
But a mysterious voice told me that Maybe it wasn't mine
Maybe it was the heart of the monster that is living inside me having the feeling of happiness and watching me in pain.