Ch.13 Absolutely not

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"I'm not in a good mood, leave. If not then it'll be like fighting Shizu-chan, but if you don't believe me then test me." I warned, feeling anger rise in my chest. They ignored my warning and ran at me. Whatever, their loss. In a few seconds they were gone, but not without calling me a monster. Oh well, its not like I haven't heard it before.

"My stomach and shoulder are still sore. Now, I'm hungry so ottaro it is." I said as I skipped to Russia Sushi and saw Simon. "Izaya eat sushi? Sushi good, normal order?"
"Yes Simon. You know how much I love ottaro." I said skipping inside. He followed me and said, "Why hat? You like hats?" He said eyeing me curiously. I had completely forgotten about it. I just grabbed one, but now that I think about it I use this one all the time as a singer. Oops.
"Yes Simon, I'm trying something new. What do you think?" I asked and was litterly saved by the bell. My food was done, but as he brought it to me he said, "I think strange, but good." As he walked away.

"Great, I need to go home." I said as I ate. When I finished I went outside and started skipping home. That's when the sky decided to cry. "Great, just what I need." I said as it started pouring. Everyone scrambled inside or put their umbrella up, but I didn't do either. I walked and let my feet take me where ever they wanted to go.

I ended up at a park, where not a soul was in sight. Before I knew it I was singing.

"I, knock the ice from my bones. Try, not to feel the cold. Caught in that time. When everything was fine, everything was mine. Everything was fine, everything was mine. All the kings horses and all the kings men, couldn't put me back together again. All the kings horses and all the kings men, couldn't put me back together again. Run, with my hands on my eyes. Blind, but I'm still alive. Free, to go back on my own. But is it still a home, when you're all alone. Is it still a home, when you're all alone. All the kings horses and all the kings men, couldn't put me back together again. All the kings horses and all the kings men, couldn't put me back together again. All the kings horses and all the kings men, couldn't put me back together again. All the kings horses and all the kings men couldn't put me back together again. There is a reason I'm still standing. I never knew if I'd be landing. And I will run fast, outlast. Everyone that said no. All the kings horses and all the kings men couldn't put me back together again. All the kings horses and all the kings men couldn't put me back together again. All the kings horses and all the kings men couldn't put me back together again. All the kings horses and all the kings men couldn't put me back together again."

I couldn't see by the end of it, so I put my hood up. Even though I was already soaked to the bone. After a few minutes I could see again and decided to stay at a hideout of mine until the rain stopped.

It was only a few minutes away, so after I dried off and got some dry clothes I layed down on my makeshift bed. I couldn't fall asleep so I sang myself to sleep.

"Do you ever feel like breaking down? Do you ever feel out of place, like somehow you just don't belong and no one understands you? Do you ever wanna run away? Do you lock yourself in your room. With the radio turned up so load, no one heard you screaming? No you don't know what it's like, when nothing feels alright. You don't know what it's like, to be like me. To be hurt. To feel lost. To be left out in the dark. To be kicked when your down. Feel like you've been pushed around. To be on the edge of breaking down and no one's there to save you. No you don't know what it's like. Welcome to my life.

You want to be somebody else? Are you sick of feeling so left out? Are you desperate to find something more, before your life is over? Are you stuck in a world you hate? Are you sick of everyone around? With their big fake smiles and stupid lies, while deep inside your bleeding.
No you don't know what it's like, when nothing feels alright. You don't know what it's like to be like me. To be hurt. To feel lost. To be left out in the dark. To be kicked when your down. Feel like you've been pushed around. To be on the edge of breaking down and no one's there to save you. No you don't know what it's like. Welcome to my life.

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