Alone

Chapter 16

Malia's pov

"When I was ten after I left that abandon building and got away from there I ended up near anchorage. I stayed on the streets and I was so hungry I was so thirsty I would do anything for food. I saw this girl maybe about 14 come out of this restaurant and I was stronger then her so I took all of her money and ran away. I felt horrible after I ate and came to my senses. But I did that over and over again. I robbed people for their money. I did that until I 12. When I shifted it was better because I didn't need to rob people I would just get food from hunting. The first few times I hunted I got hurt. I self taught myself how to hunt animals one time I even took down this moose I got hurt of course but I took it down it was pretty cool" I said and he smiled

"Go on" he said

"I ran around in the woods looking for the pack a scent anything. I started looking a few months after our parents "died" till I was fifteen. In those years I did any and everything I could to find home. When I was fourteen I met this werewolf he spoke Czech and English he helped people do deliveries and move stuff so I thought he was a delivery guy. He said he could lead me to my pack that he could help I met him about six months before my fifteenth birthday for two months we searched for anything we could find but it was always a dead end. In those two months I fell for him. We started dating and he taught me how to speak Czech. We dated for four months in our first month I found out that he would sell drugs that's what the deliveries were. Me and him started doing drugs together we would get high and we would sniff cocaine it was like no one could touch us. We felt amazing and I started to fall in love with him. I didn't want to leave him so like I said I did drugs and I helped with the deliveries. I would do my deliveries with this girl named Kendra. One day we went to deliver and it got bad. They shot me and Kendra and took everything without paying. I took the bullet out and when I got to Kendra I-i knew she wasn't gonna live even if I did take it out. She knew she was dying. She knew there was no other way so she told me to do it. She was in pain she didn't want to take another minute of it so she told me to just kill her. I refused at first but she told me that it was what she wanted she wanted to die. She told me to do it that it would be okay so I did it. I held her nose and her mouth and she died within seconds. I killed her. When I realized what I did I ran to my boyfriend. I cried in his arms and he told me I had no choice and it was what she wanted." I said and I wiped my tears and Marcus hugged me.

"Okay let's finish because honestly that's not all of it and I don't want to think about it cause if I do I'm gonna cry alot more" I said and wiped my face. I knew I wasn't done crying but I just wanted to finish telling him before i didn't want to anymore.

"On my fifteenth birthday that's when everything went down hill I spent my birthday at my boyfriend's house. He told me about mates on my birthday he told me all this stuff about werewolves and how we find out mates when we are seventeen and I was hoping me and him were mates. We were sitting down and he told me how much he loved me. Then he started to touch me and I told him I was uncomfortable and he kept doing it and when he got to close I got up and told him no again an he got mad his eyes turned black and he pushed me into a wall and I knocked out." I said and I played with my fingers. I looked at Marcus and sighed.

"When I woke up I felt a pain in my pelvic area I saw a condom on the floor and there was blood on the bed. I realized that he raped me when I was unconscious. I looked around and I knew he wasn't there so I got my stuff and ran far away. I never looked back. After that I was deep into anchorage where he couldn't find me. I hid for a year during that year i didnt want to feel pain anymore so i pushed my emotions to the side and i hurt alot of people. I robbed people again and i really hurt this man he um he had to go to the hospital and he was in a coma for a few months. He finally woke up though and got better. I let my emotions back in when I turned 16. I got a job saved up money and got an apartment. I went to school too because there was this werewolf family that helped me out with that. Their friend was the principal so I was able to get in. They moved a few months after that and I never saw them again. But I had a good life. I met eve on the first day. She was nice to me and everything and when I knew I could trust her with my secret i told her and she helped me hunt because hunting in my wolf form around anchorage wasn't really safe. She knew how to use a gun and I didn't so she helped me. Got me food and I got her free underwear from where I worked sometimes. I was happy for those two years. Then you came and that's when everything else happened" I said and gave him a small smile.

"I am so sorry that you went through that." He said and hugged me.

"The only other person that knew all of that was Eve. I trusted her with everything and turns out she has a long history of her own" I said and chuckled.

"What" he said and looked at me. I told him what happened and how eve is gonna be a werewolf soon. He was shocked on most of it but I mean we had something similar happen. I'm just glad I got everything out.