I'll Never be the Same (A Shawn Mendes and Camila Cabello Fanfiction)

Chapter 1

Shawn P.O.V

I pulled my motorbike into the closest spot to the school entrance. Who cares if it's blocking someone else's parking spot. Once I stepped out of my motorbike, I pulled out my cigar and started smoking. No, I don't actually like the taste of it, it's actually gross, but it's kind of a bad habit you know. I know that it's bad for me, but hey I can just stop doing it anytime I want to right?

As I made my way to my locker, I saw the fearful looks that people threw at me. And I love knowing that they're scared of me, and well, they're scared for a good reason. I wouldn't mind destroying any kids' life; I could destroy them more than a divorce can do.

Seeing Toshi in front of his locker, which is exactly placed across my own locker, I came up to him.

"Shawn! Look who's finally decided to come to school." Toshi said jokingly as he greeted me.

"Oh come on Toshi, it hasn't been that long yet." I replied to him. Yes, I rarely come to school; I hate this school with a passion. And what I mean by school is literally the whole thing about school. I hate the people, the place, to the subject. Well, an exception for Toshi of course, he's my only actual friend here. Sure I have some other friends but they're mostly friends with me only because they don't want to be on my bad side. Toshi is probably one of the reasons why I still bother to come to school.

As we walked to our first class, I suddenly noticed a familiar face, but I can't recall any names in my head.

"Found something you like dude?" Toshi asked as he noticed my face.

"No, but who is that girl?" I asked him. He stopped to look up and follow my sight.

"That's Ashlee Juno. The hell dude, she's been here for like forever." Toshi said with a 'duh' expression written all over his face.

"Not her, dumbass, the one beside her."

"Oh, that's Camila Cabello, transferred student; she's here on full scholarship, on top of all of her classes. She came here in the beginning of this semester.

That's when the name rings a bell in my brain.... Camila Cabello... My first crush in elementary school. The girl who broke heart in front of my friends, the memory rekindled my old hatred for her. I hated her for crushing my heart, I hated her for humiliating me in front of my old friends, but what I hate the most is because I know that I hated her because she's so beautiful yet I couldn't have her.

"How come I just knew about this?" I asked, a little bit offended that I didn't know this sooner.

"Well you would know if you actually came to school and stayed for more than for 1 subject only."

"I came 3 days ago!!"

"Yeahh, only for like what?? 2 hours?" And that can't even be counted as real 2 hours. You went for half of the math class, and quarter for history, lunch, and the rest of it was the breaks in between bells."

"Yeah, but those annoying teachers still gave me homework to do everyday anyway, like listening to them for the whole class isn't already torturing enough." Gosh why couldn't they just leave me alone, I'll be out of here soon anyway, and I can't wait for that moment when I can just say bye forever to this place and people.

"Oh poor you" Toshi said as he laughed and hit my shoulder. "You like her don't you?"

"God, no." I denied

"Come on Shawn, the way you look at her was different than the way you look at your previous hook-ups."

"No Toshi, I despised her." I defended. "We went to the same elementary school before I moved to this city, I used to have feelings for her but the bitch humiliated me in front of the whole school." I explained to him.

"Damn Shawn, I didn't know that you're capable of love..." He said sarcastically. "And you got rejected?? Damn I thought Shawn Mendes can get anyone that he wants. Well maybe that 'most wanted' guy crown is not yours anymore Shawn." He joked and laughed at me.

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Just when the lunch bell ringing, I got out of my seat as soon as possible. I pushed off people that were on my way, which earning some pissed off looks thrown at my way but who cares. Immediately I felt a body crashed into mine, hard enough to make her fall and scattered her books on the floor.

"Watch your way klutz!"

"No, you watch where you're going, you're the one who bumped into me!" the girl argued as she gathered her things.

I was caught off-guard with what she just said, normal people would beg for forgiveness to him. But for the first time someone talked back to him like that. I turned around to see who the girl is. It's....... Camila.

"Do you know who you just messed up with?" I asked, moving closer, making Camila backed up against the lockers. I got even angrier, but more shocked, she tried to push me. And so I said without giving her a chance to say anything. "I'm Shawn Mendes. If no one at this school has ever told you this, but I run this school. Understand me, princess?" As I lifted her chin, accidentally meeting her warm brown eyes.

"I don't care who you are! Just apologize and I'll walk off." Did I hear that incorrectly?

"Oh darling, I don't do apologies."

"Well then I guess we're done here." As she pushed me off and walked away from me. The loud whispers can already be heard along the hallway. I'm.. the school's badass just got told off!

"The fuck are you all staring at!?" I snapped at them, and the whole hallway scattered around and lowered their voice into just murmurs.

I was still shocked what happened, it's not every day someone talked back to Shawn, well more like NEVER. But most of all, I'm confused. Confused why does it seems that Camila doesn't recognize me, like we have never met each other and what she did to me years ago never happened....