13 | love, loving, loved

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dear alaska,

love; that's what you are to me. i love you, i'm loving, i loved you. and i've come to realization that i love you, not like a best friend or a sibling.

i love you more than that.

like a crush.

yeah, that's what it is.

i'm crushing on you, not the girl who i had always talked about during school.

i like, no, love you.

and it's killing me.

because you're not around anymore.

and i can never take you on dates or buy you flowers or ask you to prom.

because you're gone.

you're d-e-a-d.

it's just a matter of time before i am too.

-everett.

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