08 | birthday bash bummer

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dear alaska,

it's your birthday today. happy birthday angel. i hope heaven's throwing a birthday party for you.

i made your favourite cake: red velvet, with cream cheese frosting. i never understood why you liked it so much, but i always made it for you anyways.

i would do anything for you.

especially if it made you happy.

so i baked the cake, put the candles on, and lit it up. then i stared at the flames, smiled sadly, and blew them out with tears in my eyes.

yeah, i cried.

because you weren't there to celebrate your birthday.

and it's not fair, alright?

you could be having the time of your life up there, without me, and i wouldn't even know.

why did you leave me?

it could been like the old times, alaska; just you and i, facing the world.

but you're gone.

and the birthday bash? terrible.

because you weren't there to celebrate it with me.

-everett.

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