In Love With A Screamer

Memories

I wake up in a bed with a arm wrapped around me I silently get out from the arm I sit up and I notice my clothes laying beside the bed I put them back on and I stand up and look Kellin was laying in the bed the side of his face mashed on the pillow and his arm sprawled across the bed since I moved from out of it.  His hair was messy but seemed to fall on the pillow perfectly I notice that his clothes are on the floor I had forgotten what Kellin and I had done last night I remembered after the make out session I thought me and Kellin were going to far and I went upstairs then five minutes later he came in and told me he never wanted our moment to end and I blushed he came in and jumped on the bed and we began making out and did the stuff we did last night he was so gentle and calm I felt safe in his arms when he held me I felt like I could be there forever I sneak out of the room and down stairs and everyone is still asleep as I am about to walk out the door I hear a familiar voice behind me with a hand on my shoulder "You want to leave me?" I knew that voice it was Kellin and when he said it a tear rolled down my face I shut the door and turn around to face him he looked like he was lost he was confused after an amazing night and the things he told me he thought I would at least stay a little bit longer he put his hand on my face and pushed the peice of hair behind my ear "Please don't leave me" he said I almost bursted out into tears he lost his wife and almost lost his kid if he wasn't brave enough to ask for her and I was just about to leave and go home and just text him not expecting him to want me I run my fingers through his hair "Never" I said staring into his big blue eyes getting lost into them he smiled now that I know what  he is like when he is sad I never and will try everything in my will to make sure he's happy and I hope he feels the same way he picked me up and I leaned my head down to where I was still in mid air and our faces were touching and he kissed me he put me on the ground and I grabbed his hand and I walked up stairs to the room we were just in we sat on the bed and I just looked at him "What are we?" I asked him I was really confused "What do you mean?" he asked me back "Well last night when we first got here we were friends and then by the end of the night we're kissing and making out and had sex, and then you don't want me to leave" I said he thought for a moment "Well I don't know either what do you think I mean did you know or have a clue what this is and wanted to see with me or did you want to see if I knew?" he asked "Well you just got a divorce and I think this is dating but no one has asked anyone out and I think you should be with your daughter" I told him he smiled "what are you smiling about?" I asked "Well you've liked my band for a while?" he asked I blushed "yeah" I said "Well if you love my band i assume you've had fantasy's about dating one of the band members and you have the chance and you are worried about me with my daughter" he said I smiled "Well I love that you care about my daughter and that's an amazing reason to let you meet her and let's go on a couple dates since we met last night, I am sorry if I pulled you in to far by having sex last night" he said "I would love to meet Copeland and it's okay I didn't expect you to date me just because we had sex" I said he hugged me and kissed my cheek "I am glad you understand" he said I smiled