i like me better when i'm with you 🌌

Chapter 6

*kian's pov*
she walks to her closet and I smile to myself as I run my fingers on my lips. she kissed me. I still feel the burning sensation of her mouth on mine, I missed it so fucking bad. she agreed to give me a second chance, to see where it could go between us. I'm so fucking happy. she comes back wearing only an oversized long-sleeved shirt, it goes down to her mid-thighs. to be honest, I can't resist my jaw from dropping, she looks so cute yet so damn sexy. I missed to see her dressed in the most beautiful and effortless outfits. she smiles at me
'i have to go to sleep' I stand up and keep looking at her, licking my lips
'can i sleep with you? i-i mean, can i sleep here? or at least stay a little longer?' fuck why am i so nervous? this woman pulls out every ounce of control in my body, she makes me weak, but in a good way. I would do anything for her, I fucked up, but I'm realizing I can't hurt her again. she's breathtaking, her delicate hands wrapping her hair up in a bun, the tattoo sleeve on her leg contrasting with her pale skin. she smiles at me and giggles
'alright, you can stay. but not for the night, mister' she pokes my chest gently and walks past me, I smile and follow her down the stairs 'you're so beautiful' I say and she turns around, blushing.
'w-what?' I grin at her 'you're beautiful. gorgeous. stunning' she giggles and covers her face
'what's with the compliments, stop' I gently remove her hands from her face and hold them in mine
'i told you, i need to show you how much i love you. you deserve to be treated like a princess. you are a princess' she bites her lip and smiles 'alright.. you're acting weird but, i like it' she walks away to the kitchen and I stand there, smiling to myself like an idiot. jc comes up to me and nudges my arm
'so?' I smile at him and sigh 'yea i think it'll be okay.' he smirks
'did you.. you know. make-up?' he laughs and I shake my head at him.
'you're stupid, of course we did' we laugh even louder and millie comes back with a plate full of food
'what's so funny?' we both stop and I shrug 'just guy stuff' jc keeps laughing, walking away. 'you told him we had sex' she says to me and my face drops
'i-i.. it was just a joke' she giggles
'i know, i want to make you sweat a little' she winks and walks up the stairs, I follow her chuckling. fuck. her ass. she's been working out since I last saw her. I mean, she looked fucking hot before, but.. damn I didn't think she could get hotter. I keep staring at her ass as we walk up the stairs and I stop myself from grabbing it, something I did all the time before. I wish I could right now, my hands are burning for those curves...
'kian?' I look at her and clear my throat as we enter her room
'earth to kian?' 'wait what? i'm sorry, i-i wasn't listening' she shakes her head, sitting on her bed and I do the same, scooting close to her
'i said you can pick the movie' she smiles at me and I can't help but smile back
'oh okay, sure' I grab the remote and go through the movies on Netflix, sighing.
'are you okay?' she asks me and I nod slightly 'yeah i'm good.. i'm just thinking too much' she frowns
'about what?'
*millie's pov*
'um.. you.' he looks at me and I smile 'what about me?' he keeps looking through the movies and I bite my lip looking at him
'i'm just.. realizing how much i fucked up, i mean i realized before but.. having you next to me right now, i-i can't stop thinking about all the things we used to do together and.. um, i see that you started working out more too, and i don't want to rush anything, i mean you're giving me a second chance.. i don't want to fuck it u-'
'kian' I say and make him look at me
'stop.. it's okay. you'll have time to redeem yourself, you know i can't stay away from you.' he smiles at me and I peck his lips softly
'you're like a magnet, i can't.. i can't resist you' he sighs and keeps his face inches from mine 'i'm sorry. i really fucking am. you'll see, i'll do everything to make you happy. i'm so glad you're here' he smiles and I rub my nose against his
'you hurt me. but i know you, kian. i feel like i've known you all my life. you understand me, like nobody else does.' he brushes his lips against mine and I stare into his brown eyes
'i feel the same way. i wish we had more time before' his hand rests on my hip and he stares back into mine
'i wish i never did that. i regret it. i wish i would have just kept talking to you, i watched you grow into an even stronger woman, and it's partially my fault' I'm almost on his lap now and his hand is stroking up and down my leg 'it's okay. we're together now' I smile against his lips and kiss him softly, and he kisses me back. he smiles and pulls me closer, I'm straddling his waist, my hands playing with his hair as we kiss harder.
'i can't fucking resist you either.. you're so beautiful, mills' he whispers against my lips and I sigh, pressing myself against him.
'i love you so much, kian. promise me, you'll let me know if anything is bothering you, please don't push me away' he grunts as I start kissing his neck, running my hands under his shirt
'i promise, baby. i love you so damn much. fuck' he grips my hips as I bite his neck gently. I moan in his ear as his hands make their way to my ass, his fingertips digging into my skin
'i missed you so much' kian whimpers as he kisses my neck too, his lips burning my skin. 'kian' I moan and grind slightly against him
'w-we need to stop' I sigh as he pulls his lips away. I need more but we need to take it slow. I think. yes. we should. but his hands on me, I can feel how excited he is and the look on his face as I look at him. I gulp, seeing his dark expression and his smirk
'you really want to stop?' he chuckles, taking his shirt off. I bite my lip, running my hands on his chest, seeing his new tattoos.
'u-um i.. i mean, we should.' he strokes my thighs up and down slowly
'i don't want to rush you' he bites his lip and looks me up and down
'you're just.. so sexy. new tattoos and even nicer ass. i-i mean, you're so fucking beautiful, i just want to do everything you'd want me to do. anything' he starts kissing my neck again and I can hardly hold in my moans as he leaves a trail of love bites down to my collarbone.
'a-anything?' I moan loud as he grips my ass again and makes me grind against him. 'anything you want, babe. remember what i used to do to you. i didn't have anyone else after you, but i still know what you like' he whispers against my skin and I grip his hair, a groan escaping his lips.
'you better not be lying, kian. you're mine, you know that?' he looks up at me and grins
'i am yours. forever, baby' he kisses me again, running his hands up my back under my shirt. 'you're mine, babygirl' we keep making out for a while, I'm happy it comes back to normal between us. we pull away because if not we will have sex. and I want to take it slow. and that was very slow for us, I didn't even push my hand down his pants. we both agree on watching Tangled, I smile wide as he sings along the whole movie, he holds me close to him. finally, maybe it could work. maybe we might have a happy ending after all.