i like me better when i'm with you 🌌

Chapter 3

*sam's pov*
we all gather in the living room and I look at Goldie
'where's Mills?' she shrugs, sitting down next to Shea and Jc looks at his phone.
'probably setting up her room. she's been acting weird since we talked about
'who-he-shall-not-be-named' Shea says quoting and laughs.
'it's not funny, she's not happy right now. we should be having a party right now' Lena says and we all sigh.
'the guys are coming' Jc says and we all look at him. 'like now?' Goldie says way too excitedly as she stands up. I swear, Gobby is a major goal. they've been talking since 2017 but nothing major. because Goldie was 15, it wasn't very appropriate for Bobby to date her i guess. this year, G's ready, she's 18. I laugh to myself and everyone looks at me. 'sorry' we all stand up as the guys come in and we walk over to hug them. Harrison is here, holy shit.
'hey love' he smiles as he comes to hug me and I sigh into his arms. we never met but the girls were so kind to let the guys know about me, and how much I loved Harrison. we talked for a bit, but then he got busy with everything, I don't blame him at all. I see Kian from the corner of my eye and I turn to him, he's biting his nails. 'she's upstairs' I tell him and he smiles at me, nodding. 'thanks' he says and walks upstairs.
*kian's pov*
I'm so nervous I might fucking throw up. she's here.. just on the other side of this door. I stand outside leaning against the wall and sigh. I still hate the way I ended everything with her. but i had to, for her.
***
we hugged as we reached the car and I whispered in her ear
'i want to see you again, beautiful' she smiled up at me and nodded, I could only smile back because she was so beautiful. in this light. she was gorgeous. then I got a crazy idea, I bit my lip and took out my phone
'give me your number?' she giggled and typed it in, I laughed as I saw she set a monkey emoji next to her name. Millie. she did tell me her real name, but I felt like she was so cute, and so funny.. Millie was more fitting. so we said goodbye and I watched the girls leave, smiling to myself as I was planning something in my head. we headed back to the house and I texted her, saying I wanted to meet her again that night. I waited for the guys to go upstairs, and I walked out saying i'd be back in a few hours. I drove to the girls' hotel and texted Millie, then I smiled wide as she walked out and hopped in. 'hey stranger' she says to me and grinned. god i fell in love with that smile the second i met her. 'hey beautiful' she blushed and hid her face as I drove off.
'stop that' I chuckled and took her hand in mine, holding it on her lap as I drove.
'so where are we going, again? and why did I need my camera?' she smiled at me and I laughed
'you'll see' I smiled as she turned the music up and started dancing in her seat
'i love this song' she said then sang along and I joined her. I'd never done anything like this.. with someone I just met. but something about her just mesmerized me. I pulled up at the beach and the sunset was almost gone.
'quick, before we miss it' I parked and hopped out, helping her and we rushed to the beach, setting her camera to film the sunset die above the waters. I took my shoes off and she did the same
'isn't going to be freezing cold?' she asked as I took her hand and walked to the water with her.
'yeah' she squealed as her feet touched the water and I laughed, admiring her in the sunset light.
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'i hope you guys enjoyed, leave a thumbs up and subscribe and i'll see you in two days for another video. until then, keep swimming, mermaids!' I hear her say, and that's the cutest thing ever. I watched all of her videos since she started her channel in 2017, even the group channel, but her videos are what make me smile everyday. and knowing I hurt her.. I sigh and I step to the side, my eyes grow wide as the floor cracks. 'shit' I mumble under my breath and turn around, standing in the doorway.
'hey' she looks at me shocked and I run my hands through my short hair.
'k-kian..' she says so low and I clenche my jaw as I see how sadly she's looking at me. she starts tearing up and I shake my head. 'nonono.. please don't cry millie' I slowly walk up to her and open my arms for her. she sniffles and hugs me tight, I tear up aswell as I rub her back.
'i'm sorry'