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Chapter 2

*millie's pov*
the drive to the house was quick and I'm biting my lip so hard right now, I might bleed. Sam and Lena are already here and I smile wide, seeing them waiting in the driveway.  we get out and I smile so wide, crying again as Shea and G rush to them with me.
'we're all here!!' we yell in the group hug and we kiss each other's cheeks. after a few minutes of holding each other and 'i love you''s, jc helps us to get our stuff inside our house. I stand outside and bite my lip as I look at the boys' house not very far from ours. I keep staring in the distance as Goldie comes up next to me and bear hugs me. I do the same and sigh.
'it'll be okay millie.. he'll come around' she smiles up at me and I can't help but smile back at her 'you always know how to cheer me up' I laugh a little and hug her again. this whole thing was stressing me so bad, because of what happened with Kian.
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in 2017 when we meet the boys, I could clearly feel some kind of connection with him and when we watched the sunset, he sat next to me and held my hand.
'your hands are freezing' he grinned at me and I giggled 'yeah sorry' I whispered
'don't tell Jc but I was nervous to meet him, and that's what happens when i'm nervous' I blush and bite my lip
'okay it's our secret' he smiled at me and scooted closer as we heard shea say
'guys scoot close i want a vid of the sunset' I smiled and nuzzled into him as he wrapped his arm around me, pulling me close. later on, we were walking back to the car and he kept holding my hand. we gave our final hugs and he whispered in my ear 'i want to see you again, beautiful'
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we walk back in the house and I walk up to my room, smiling as I connect my phone to my speaker, pressing play.
'no one kno-o-ows, o-o-o..' i sing to Lauv and sigh, starting to unpack and setting up my room. I place my camera on my desk, starting to film and I sit down on my bed.
'so this is it' I look around and smile at the camera
'i hope you guys enjoyed, leave a thumbs up and subscribe and i'll see you in two days for another video. until then, keep swimming, mermaids!' i blow a kiss and suddenly i hear shuffling at my door. I turn around and my breath stops as i see Kian.