I don't know what's gotten into me
That I've pushed everyone away
But here I am trying to plea
Yet I feel as though my life's already at bay
I have so much emotion buried inside
Yet I can't find a reason why
And all my friendships that were most divine
Are quickly falling and starting to die
I want to run away
And I need to find my way
I want to laugh all day
But I need you here to stay
But I run in the wrong direction
I've chosen the wrong path
And it seems that in order t laugh, I need permission
So why is it that happiness I cannot have?
You don't understand, you don't know my pain
when something goes wrong, it's nothing but pouring rain
With no light, and no sun
I have no might, so I'm done
Like looking for something that's not there
But you know it's taunting you
Following as you go everywhere
And there's nothing you can do
Everywhere you turn, you're surrounded
Everytime it burns, you've been bounded
With no escape, and no freedom
This pain I drape is my greatest demon
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