The not so simple life of a emo

chapter-16

Hurtful words,

From my enemies of the last five years,

What's it like to die alone?

How does it feel when tears freeze,

When you cry?

The blood in your veins is twenty below. 

Sitting in this room playing Russian roulette,

Finger on the trigger to my dear Juliet,

Out from the window see her back drop silhouette,

This blood on my hands is something I cannot forget,

Sitting in this room playing Russian roulette,

Finger on the trigger to my dear Juliet,

Out from the window see her back drop silhouette,

This blood on my hands is something I cannot forget,

Something I cannot forget.

So for now, take this down a notch,

Crash my car through your window,

Make sure you're still alive,

Just in time to kill you,

Sitting in this room playing Russian roulette,

Finger on the trigger to my dear Juliet,

Out from the window see her back drop silhouette,

This blood on my hands is something I cannot forget,

Sitting in this room playing Russian roulette,

Finger on the trigger to my dear Juliet,

Out from the window see her back drop silhouette,

This blood on my hands is something I cannot forget, 

Something I cannot forget.

I can't take this (take) anymore

I can't take this (take) anymore

I can't take this (take) anymore

(I cannot feel what you've done to me)

I can't take this (take) anymore

(What you've done to me)

So for now, take this down a notch,

Crash my car through your window,

(Window)

Sitting in this room playing Russian roulette,

Finger on the trigger to my dear Juliet,

Out from the window see her back drop silhouette,

This blood on my hands is something I cannot forget,

Sitting in this room playing Russian roulette,

Finger on the trigger to my dear Juliet,

Out from the window see her back drop silhouette,

This blood on my hands is something I cannot forget, 

Something I cannot forget.

I was sitting in my room listening too Escpe the fate 'not good enough for the truth in chliche.' 

I really liked that song it was the most epic love story better then twilitght in my opinion. I was waiting too hang out with keith. He was coming too pick me up so I was waiting in my room for him. 

I wasn't long till he should up. I left my house in a flash and jumped into Keiths car. 

I gave him a peck on the lips when I got in. He just smirked at me then started off tord god know were. 

I tured on the radieo and 'Evenscene' 'Missing' started playing and I started to sing to the sing

"Please, please forgive me, 

But I won't be home again. 

Maybe someday you'll have woke up, 

And, barely conscious, you'll say to no one: 

"isn't something missing?" 

You won't cry for my absence, I know - 

You forgot me long ago. 

Am I that unimportant...? 

Am I so insignificant...? 

Isn't something missing? 

Isn't someone missing me? 

Even though I'd be sacrificed, 

You won't try for me, not now. 

Though I'd die to know you love me, 

I'm all alone. 

Isn't someone missing me? 

Please, please forgive me, 

But I won't be home again. 

I know what you do to yourself, 

Shudder deep and cry out: 

"isn't something missing? 

Isn't someone missing me?" 

And if I bleed, I'll bleed, 

Knowing you don't care. 

And if I sleep just to dream of you 

And wake without you there, 

Isn't something missing? 

Isn't something... "

"I love that song." I said after it had ended.

"yeah it really is a good song a little depressing but a really great song." keith stated.

"yeah." I agreed. 

"what other bands do you like other then Evenscene." Keith asked. 

"well there Black veil brides they are my favourite ummm suicide silence, Skrillix ,Asking alexandria,Metellica,and Motionless in white thats all I can really think of right now." I smiled. 

" I love all of those bands." keith said. 

" I get crap from everyone for listening to them but like Any lee said in the song 'What you want' 'do watch you want.' " I laughed.

"yeah any lee is amazing singer and is really hot." keith smirked.

"Ha! No." I laughed even harder at Keith.

"Just saying." he started to laugh as well.

"Where are we going." I asked.

"its a surpries since school is finally over I thout it would be fun to do something...... well fun''

"Ok." I said "Lets just hope Scout don't end up there." I laughed.

"yeah." keith sighed. 

We just sat there in silence until we arived there . All I wanted to do was jump up and kiss keith when I sew what keith had done.He-