Sebastian x Reader - Disintegrating [Modern Highschool AU]

• Chapter four •

"Liar..." I whispered, only heatable for me.

"Liar." I said a little louder, maybe Sebastian could hear it.

"Liar!" I shouted and punched at the door.

"You don't even know me long enough to say such a thing! I'm just some weird girl." I cried and leaned my forehead against the door. The tears fell on my Tights.

"You're not." He said and stood up. Next thing I could hear was the opening of a door next to mine.

He must've went to his own apartment...

* * *

I lay on my couch the whole day, hugging a pillow and thinking about Sebastian.

"I'm so stupid... Why did I say such a thing?" I said to myself. Yet again, I could feel some cold tears rolling down my face.

I stood up and looked out of the window. The moon was already staying up high and the stars shined with all their might.

I opened the door to the dorm's balcony and stepped outside. As soon as I walked on the balcony, a warm summer breeze wrapped itself around me.

I leaned a little over the ceiling and looked up to the moon. "I'm such an idiot..." I whispered and closed my eyes.

Suddenly, a cloud of a weird smell tickled my nose. I saw some smoke flying in my direction. It came from the balcony next to me.

I looked around the wall that separates out balconies and saw Sebastian. Smoking.

"You're smoking?" I said a little confused. I wouldn't have expected it to be honest, even though he always acts like one of those cool guys.

"Only when I'm sad or mad." He replied without looking at me. I looked at the floor. The wind was stroking through my (h/c),(h/l) hair and let my bangs fall into my face.

"I'm sorry for what I said before." I whispered, still looking away from him. I held tighter on the ceiling as I felt another bunch of tears rolling down my face.

"I just couldn't belive it." I mumbled. "A guy so perfect, that likes me. It's like a dream... Why should someone like you like someone like me? I'm weird, antisocial and kind of annoying."

I felt a hand touching mine. I looked to the hand, noticing it was Sebastian's. My eyes wandered up to his. Tears were filling them.

"How could a guy not like someone like you?" He replied, a tear made it's way down his cheek. "You're beautiful, (n/n). Your character is much more worth than gold." He whispered. "I care about you, don't take that lightly. It's the first time I'd feel like this for someone I barely even know."

"I'm sorry." I apologised again. "I didn't know you feel that way..." I mumbled. "I love you, (n/n)." He said, looking away in embarrassment. I stared at the moon, trying to find an answer.

"I may have developed feelings for you as well." I replied, closing my eyes and enjoying the breeze that hugged me yet again.

He held out his pinky finger to me. "Promise that something like this won't happen again?" He gave me the closed eye smile I loved so much and tilted his head a little.

I reached out my pinky to him. And so we made a pinky promise. Just like the main protagonist and their lover of an anime would do.

* * *

I woke up to some weird noises at my door. It's already been 10 a.m.. As soon as I tried to stand up, I noticed the sound as a knock. I walked to the door sleepily and opened it, revealing Sebastian.

"Oh, did I wake you up?" He asked chuckling. "Shut up." I mumbled as he walked in. In his hand was a picnic bag. "You better get ready, we'll make a picnic in the park today!" He smiled.

"You seemed to be alone at the weekends, so I thought we should do something together." He shouted as I got ready.

"Aren't you visiting your parents or something?" I asked as I walked out of the bathroom. His expression turned into a frown. "No, sadly I can't. I wish I could, but they live at the very other side of England." He sighed.

"Well, just like mine." I smiled at him, which he gladly returned. "I'm ready, let's go!" I announced.

He swung his arm around my shoulders. "I already know a good place. It's very calm there. But pshh, it's a secret place!" He chuckled.

* * *

We walked to tell very end of the park, where a small forest began. Sebastian led me through some bushes to a small glade at a river. It really was a beautiful place.

Sebastian sat down in the grass and looked up to the sun. "It's a beautiful day..." he said with his soothing voice and closed his eyes.

I sat down next to him. He sat up and pulled some sandwiches and other snacks out of the bag.

"What would you like to eat? I have ham, cheese, Marmelade and salmon."

"Hmm... I pick marmelade!" I reached out my hand to take the sandwich, but Sebastian slapped it away and smirked at me.

"Not like this." He sighed. "Say Ahh!~" he said and held the sandwich at my mouth. I flushed a little and took a bit of it. A bit of Marmelade got on my cheek.

"Seems like you can't really eat." He chuckled. "I don't have a handkerchief or anything." He smirked. "Sorry..." he said and licked the Marmelade off my face.

I turned as red as a tomato and stared at him. "Mh... Strawberry is my favourite." He chuckled at my expression.

"Now, eat up!" He smiled and held the sandwich at my mouth again.