Day 45

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What I Have To Say About Love

(Brace yourselves. I haven't really had a good day.)

Honestly, I can't say I'm an expert in love. True love/happy love/perfect matches, etc... Not my thing.

From what I've experienced though, love's a cruel and savage beast.

For me, love isn't soft or cuddly. I don't think it's that way for anyone. For those who are lucky, maybe it is.

You'll do and lose a lot because of love. You may not always get payed back that wasted time. I've never gotten those things back.

Look, I'm not the type of girl who attracts boys. The most I'll ever be is a close friend.

I'm not pretty, seductive, beautiful, charming, whatever.

Every special guy in my life(a close friend, a crush, etc) has always been a let-down. This includes my dad.

Actually, this rant can be based on my whole family.

Would you believe it if I told you my parents have never told me they love me? Well, it's true.

My whole life, I've been an outsider and a shadow. A back-up friend. I'm the smart girl who can tutor you and help you in all academics.

Everywhere it's the same.

No one takes me seriously. I often feel like I don't even exist.

The point is, love is cruel.

I don't let myself love/like anyone anymore. Of course there's the occasional slip-up and my heart's broken again.

I've learned my lesson. Now, I just stay away.

Sometimes, that's all you can do.

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