Careless

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I wanted to text you.
I wanted to.
I wanted to care about you again.
I wanted to.
I wanted to hug you.
I wanted to.
       
    Big hence on the
"wanted to"
and how I didn't actually do it.

My anxiety wouldn't allow me to.
    I couldn't walk up to you.
    I couldn't type the words.

            "hey , how are you?"
                Or
            "we haven't talked in awhile."
Anything-
            "I'm still here for you."

Maybe this was a sign
from something
to do nothing.

I'm sitting here watching you have the time of your life,
while I'm here dying because I want to talk to you.

        Maybe it was a sign, because
You.             Don't.            Care.

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