sunshine.

[ touching ]

it's more than just touching,
the way your hands carve out every turn and edge of my body
bring life to my dead stars
kiss me back with a ghost of intimacy,
it's more than just kissing you,
that thing make makes me crazy,
with every brush against my lips comes along every second you've ever touched them
teeth marks across yours
your teeth marks across my throat,
that i show off like it's the finest jewelry
it's more than just loving you,
a short, basic word that could be meaningful as it is meaningless
an action i had never experienced with the bolts of pure electricity roaring through my dark veins in lust
it's a feeling of every bone breaking, every bullet of fear bombarding my mind and demolishing my skull to nothing but dust, at the mere mention, the tiniest thought of my life without you
everything is so much more than what the simplistic people say about them, glossy red lips and gray vomit accompanying their sickening words of naive happiness
i know what it tastes like,
and it's so much more than just touching
a single finger
to your cheek

and saying, " i adore you "

[07.25.17]