After Everything We've Been Through (Sequel to after newyork)

I Will Always Be The Person To Save You

Everything's been a lie, I try picking up all the broken pieces but what's the point anymore, I'm going back to my old ways and feelings.  I take 10 steps forward but 100 back, I make progress but it gets me know where, everything was suppose to be different not difficult. But it's the world I live in, unfortunately. I'm going to jack's to pick Bailey up today and no I haven't told him anything or spoken to Daniel or Alice, there not important to me anymore. But what is important, mabey  my time in this world is up and everything's that's happening is just taking me a step closer to what the world is trying to say, Mabey  it is time to just end it all.

After I got ready, I made myself breakfast, I decided to wear high waisted shorts and a crop jumper. After I've eaten my toast, I get going to jack's. I knock on his apartment door and when he answer he looks surprised to see me.

"Hey B, how come your here?"

"I'm picking Bailey up, am I not"

"No that's tomorrow, we're going to Disney land today" he lets me in and I ask where's Bailey and he tells me shes in her room, playing with her toys.

"Right sorry, just a bit out of it" I sit down on the couch.

"Anything you wanna talk about?"  He sits next to me.

"Not really, I don't want to find out another person knew about what happened and who is alive and not really dead "

"What!, who are you talking about"

"Alice, she was never dead and all this time I thought she was, Daniel helped her, he let me think the worst of the whole situation, I told him we're done and to get out, haven't talked to him or her since. I'm going back to what I was Jack and I don't think you can save me this time."

"Don't say that, I will always be the person to save you, I've done it once and I'll do it a hundred  times more if I have to, you know why because I love you B and I'm not going anywhere, do I have to shut it from the rooftops." He places his hand in my cheek

"I remember when you said that to me, that's when we first said a proper I love you, I remember everything about us, that's way I can't just move on." Don't bother saying anything about this situation, cause you have no glue about it unless you've been through this your self and I highly doubt that you have.

"Kiss me" he says coming closer, normally it was me saying this to him, to take my pain away for a little bit or I justed want to feel his lips on mine, how they worked perfectly together. I don't know if I wanna kiss him, should I? Or just walk away and leave it.  I can't do it, I can't kiss him even though  I want to so badly.

"I can't, I'm sorry."

"It's cool" he runs his hand through his curls and then rubs the back of his neck. Bailey walks out of her room and runs to me.

"Mummy!" I hold her in my arms.

"I missed you B"  

"I know you did, I miss to" she kisss my cheek.

"We got to get you dressed " I walk into her room and pick  out a pair of overalls and a white top underneath with her white converse. Once she's dressed I brush her hair and put it into two pigtails.

"Have fun at Disney land " I say to Jack and bailey before leaving. I walk out of jack's apartment.

"Bella,wait!" Jack runs out and comes up to me, his millemeters away from my face, he press his lips to mine kissing me passionately.

" I will always be the person to save you"

"I know" I look into his eyes and tell him truthfully.

"I wouldn't want it to be anyone but you" I continue on.