After Everything We've Been Through (Sequel to after newyork)

The Reason I fell In Love

Somebody get me a hammer
I wanna break all the clocks and the mirrors
And go back to a time that was different
A time when I, didn't feel like there was something missing
Now my body and mind are so distance
Don't know how to escape from this prison
How can I?

Free my mind
Cause I can't breath
I can't breath
I can't breath
I can't breath

Oooooooooooooo x4

I can't breath

How can I live in the moment
When my thoughts never feel like my own.
Don't know how to emite that I'm broken
How can I ?
Be alright
Cause I can't breath

I can't breath
I can't breath
I can't breath.

Oooooooooooo x4

I can't breath
I can't breath
I can't breath
I can't breath
I can't breath

I sit in the studio and play, working on my new Ep that is soon to come out.

"Bailey did you like it ?" I ask the toddler.

"I wanna mummy" she jumps about

"Okay go in the booth " I tell her and she walks in it. She starts singing her own language basically but she's adorable so I take a video of her and post it on my Instagram tagging Jack with the caption, just like her Mum and Dad ❤️.

"Good job bubba " I give her a hug and she wraps her arms around my neck and her legs around my waist. It's weird being someone's mum and having to take care of them but it's also weird if I didn't get an abortion I would already have been a mother with a five year old child and Bailey would be a little sister. But I got one of the greatest gifts from all of this, I got Bailey, who I love with my entire life and would do naytnjng for her, just as long as she's happy and give her what I missed out on with my mum being gone and when my dad lift, I want her to have a better then what I did, she deserves so much more. She might be only three all most four but I can tell she has a bright future ahead of her.

"Hello Avery" I answer my phone.

"Hello Lawson" technically I'm still mrs avery but you know the situation. I kinda wanted him to call me avery, is that bad?.

"I'm going to come and pick Bailey up today if your not busy."

"Nah it's cool, I'm at home anyway in the studio, working on the new album "

"How's that going?"

"It's coming not as fast as I would like it and the label on my back but I'll get there, I just finished recording a song of you wanna hear it when your over."

"I can stick around and help if you want and yeah I would love to" why are all our conversation so weird and cringe, I know your Ning the same thing, there the type of conversations you have with a person you don't really know and you just met or there the conversation you have with someone you like.

"Okay, I'll see you when you get here, bye avery"

"Bye Lawson, I love y-, bye" he hangs up, it's funny how these three words were just about to be rolled off his tongue cause I haven't heard them properly in a year, just yelling and frustration.