"Alice, Alice,Alice, alice, alice, you we-, were" that's all I could manage to say. What the fuck do you do when your bestfriend wasn't really dead and you've been messed up bye it.
"Hey B" she comes up to me and try's to hug me. But I move away from her still freaking out.
"Don't!, your suppose to be dead, how?, when, what the fuck, do you know how messed up, I've become because of this and all the shit had happened, I needed you so many times and you faked your death" I say pacing around the room.
"I know I'm sorry B "
"You don't get to call me that Alice"
"It shouldn't have been like this, I know it was hard on my mum thinking that I died"
"Your mum's not even alive anymore Alice, she killed her self because she thought you were dead!!" The look on her face, it was the look of I fucked up.
"5 years I thought you were " I continue on.
"it never meant to go that way, I just needed to escape from everything, become a new person."
"You certainly have, your hairs not blue ombré, it's platinum blonde with your tan completion and your sleeve of tattoos, what happened Alice? "
"You look different to Bell, your hairs not blonde or ombré, it's chocolate brown and for what happened after you went to New York, everything with Brad was shit, awhole bunch of shit happened also that I don't want to talk about but it sucked without you, the last five years I've needed you too."
"It's weird to see your face, when your mum told me that you killed yourself, I ran the three kilometres to the cemetery, dropped to my knees in the mud and rain sobbing. I couldn't walk inside after doing that, my heart was racing, I thought I lost my bestfriend"
Hi Sarah, is Alice here ?"
"You haven't heard " she looks down to me.
"Heard what, is Alice okay." I say worried.
"She's not here "
"Where is she, do you know when she'll be home?"
"Alice died- " she didn't have to continue her sentence, I knew exactly what she was going to say and I didn't what to hear it, and I don't want to believe it." My heart speeds up and I begin to panick.
"When"
"A week ago, after your fight, things started going down hill, she didn't have anyone else besides her boyfriend, but he cheated and started things at school, intill she couldn't take it anymore, so she" she says breaking down as I hug her. My best friend that Iv'e known my whole life is gone, everything has been happening all at once, losing people one after another. I say goodbye to Sarah and just start running down the street crying, it's 3 kilometres to the cemetery but I just run it and when I find where she is I stop and drop to my knees. I didn't want to believe it but it's true. I sit there breaking down and I become a mess.
"I'm sorry Alice, it's my fault, I should have gone after you or called, now your here and when I could have stoped you but I didn't. Why does everyone leave me, I should have stayed, you wouldn't be dead, Harley wouldn't be, I cause so much pain for everyone around me and there family. It should be me here not you, you would be living and I should be in the spot you are." I continue on crying.
"You were good for me Alice, you broke me out if my shell bit by bit, thank you for being my friend , thank you for being there when I had none else, your my family, my sister and my best friend." I say getting up as it starts to rain heavily. I walk the whole way home, I'm in the middle of the street crying and soaking wet.
"I'm sorry I did this but I needed people to believe me so I could just get away."
"Just hug me please" I say as she hugs me tightly.
After that, we sat down and talked about everything, Bailey, Jack, Daniel and she told me about her life in the last how ever many years. I never thought I would see her again. Daniel walks into the house and drops his drink all over the floor, and the look n his face was one I've never seen from anyone.
"Your back " he say as Alice hugs him.
"It was time to"
"You knew she wasn't, and you let me think she was"
"He helped B, we started growing close and started hanging out just us p, um well it grow when I told him about my plans he helped out and said call me wheneveryoull need me."
"You let me think my bestfriend was dead " I hit him in the stomach.
"I'm sorry"
"Just stop, get out, we're done" Daniel betrayed me and let me think my bestfriend was dead and let me go into such a dark place. Me and him are done, screw giving him a chance, we're done. It's time to be a single Pringle.
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Hey guys hoped you liked the chapter, your probably hating on me right now but I just wasn't feeling Bella and Daniel anymore and I felt like I needed drama also so Alice is back, I don't know where this story is going to tell you the truth. I know some of you have been asking if you can help with chapters and that's much appreciated but I want to write this one my own, I know the story better then anyone cause I've written it, also I have no glue where I'm going with it so it will just be easier with me writing it only. I hope you can understand that and respect it and still want to read my story. I'm trying to write as many chapters as I can, and try and find wifi so please be patient. I know you want chapters but it's hard to write without any ideas and when my mind set still isn't great, I'm going through a lot right now, it just feels like everyday gets worse and nothing will get better. I stress a lot and get anxious. I know some of you might not wanna know this or you don't care but I feel as though I should tell you just so you can understand what I'm going through. Thank you if you read all of this, it means a lot, have an amazing day if you weren't already, please vote and comment they mean the word, love you all and intill next time ❤!
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