Red & Blue ▪ Blue Bloods ▪ Jamie Reagan - CANCELLED

5

The building was modern, dark white, nearly grey walls, with windows lined with a thick black frame. His apartment was a couple of floors up. My teeth bit down on my bottom lip, wondering if this was a good idea, but I couldn't live with the secret knowing he didn't know. It would kill me-emotionally.

Clutching my bag, I leaned my head back on the head rest of the black SUV. I saw the reflection of myself in the car window. No longer a brunette, but back to my normal natural hair colour, blonde. I couldn't help but breath slowly, I needed to, but it just made my stomach flip even more.

"You okay?" a manly deep voice asked. I turned her head to the agent sitting beside her; black man, with a smooth layer of black hair, his brown eyes looking at me.

"I feel like I am going to throw all my breakfast up" I told him, breathing slowly again

"It's expected" he told me "As much as we want you to be well and calm, we can't stay in this car all day" he told me looking around the area of Brooklyn Heights. "It's best to get it over and done with" His head then made a gesture to get my attention of something or someone. Turning my head out the blackout window, I saw him, I saw Jamie walking down the street, in his casual clothing. It was his day off, it had to be done on his day off, and I didn't want to distract him from his work. "Now or never Miss Cabello" he told me.

I couldn't help but continue to watch Jamie walk up the street, heading to his apartment building, once he was in the building and the door closes, I had no chance. Quickly grabbing my mental state, I opened the car door, and slid out quickly, nearly messing it up.

"Jamie!" I shouted softly to get his attention. He looked up seeing me, his eyes widening in shock and confusion. He was star struck, but not in a good way.

"L-Lexi? W-what are you doing here?" he asked, his eyebrows furrowing as he got more confused.

"I err...I had to see you Jamie. It's important" I urged him

"You should have called or something, I'm busy" he spoke, not wanting to deal with me. And I wasn't going to admit it, but it hurt.

"Today is your day off, I know that for sure, and you don't have your family Sunday dinner until Sunday, so you haven't got anything else important to do" I told him, letting out a sigh. He looked at me before sighing. I had known him for over 2 years, I knew his routine.

"Fine, what do you need or want?" he asked raising his eyebrow.

I couldn't spill the words, I didn't realise how hard it was to tell him. But I did have an idea. Opening my bag, I pulled out a brown large envelope, handing it to him. "Open it" I told him "...it's nothing dangerous" I assured him, my face blank with expression knowing he was worried what was inside.

Taking the brown wallet, he opened it up slowly, frowning at the contents, before pulling a laminated picture out, staring at it, until he realised what he was looking at.

"I'm pregnant, Jamie" I told him, letting the words flow out of my mouth now that he realised what he was looking at. It was an ultrasound of the baby growing inside my womb. Our baby. A Regan legacy.

"Y-you're p-pregnant?" he asked, stuttering. He was shocked, so shocked he said the most stupid thing he could ever say to her "How do I know it's mine?" he asked looking at me, instantly regretting it. I looked at him shocked, my heart breaking for the second time, before getting angry, so angry; I quickly slapped Jamie across the face, and making sure a red mark would show up.

"Wow..." I sighed, before letting out a laugh. "I know I hurt your big time, but that...that was impressive Jamie...you know I have only ever slept with two people in my life? Unlike you. You were my second, and probably last" I told him "About 4 weeks ago we had sex in your bath tub, remember that? Yeah, we didn't use protection, babies are usually created from unprotected sex, that's what we did...I know I broke your heart...but I am not some slut that just sleeps around with men!" I shouted at him. "You know I thought coming here, doing the right thing, telling you about the baby was a good idea...but now, I think just raising the baby by myself might be a better choice. It's been nice knowing you Jamie" I turned to faced the black SUV, but decided against it. A silent car ride would make things worse. Turning to my right, I headed down the street.