Azeria- Trust, Sex, Guns

Azeria- Trust, Sex, Guns (chapt 20)

Me-Mama, what, why?

Her-They could have killed me and you little sister over a silly Address, what if it was something more valuable, I can't risk it

Me-Mum this was a one off. I made a massive mistake

Her-Teenagers make mistakes all the time, I can't afford you making more of them

Me-It was just this once" I said begging

Her-You are a big risk to us, safety comes first. I'm sorry" she said looking sad. Why?

I stayed silent trying to register this all in.

Me-so your telling me to leave because of this one time

Me-I can protect you

Her-can you really" this sort of reminded me of something. Regan.

Her-your only a 15 year old teenager. You can't do much" I rolled my eyes

Me-I'm sorry Mama, please one more chance?

Her-No" he said in a Spanish accent

Me-Por Favor Mama" I said begging through tears

Her-I will not say it again. I want you out by tomorrow, I will tell your school your ill so you can find a place to live

Me-Mama Por Favor" she then began to leave

Me-Mama!" she just shut the door and went upstairs to go to bed.

I'm being kicked out by my mum.

I was just in so much shock I sat there till 3 in the morning shocked at that I have come this far that my mum is kicking me out. What am I going to do with my life. I have no mum, no dad...

What if I moved to Congo. I just shook my head. I'm going nowhere near there, I'd probably get married straight away and will have a hard life because of his 2 wives and his 8 spoilt children.

I then got my house phone and called me dad.

-Hello" he said in a fresh accent

-Papa?

-Azeria?

-Yeah" I said sniffing.

-Are you okay

-n.. Yes. Just calling to say hello" I said chickening out

-Really. I'm quite shocked" I laughed

-Well

-Hello, how is school darling

-Great

-That's fantastic, im so happy to hear your voice" I could hear he was genuinely happy

-I miss you

-Ohh, I miss you too. I will visit as soon as I can" he said Excited

-Really

-yes, I have to go into a meeting, but thank you so much for calling

-No probs Papa

-Ahh" he said laughing

-Please call soon

-I will

-Great, I love you my precious daughter

-I love you too Papa" We both then said out byes as I then hung up.

After that one small phone conversation, all the hate I had for him suddenly disappeared. He actually cared for me but I was just pushing him away. I should have told him, but I didn't want to seem like I was using him.