"And what kind of stress is that?" Hanna asks still waiting for his answer.

She wanted to know so bad because she's afraid that she might be one of the reason why he drink and cause this accident – Hanna will feel guilty about it.

A long sigh past his lips, his eyes still glued to his white casted calf and then played with the hem of his hospital gown who probably too small for him that showed his shaped biceps that maybe got Hanna distracted at first.

"My parents," he started and lift the weight on Hanna a little before continue, "They want to divorce."

Maybe she's happy that she's not the reason why he got drunk but she couldn't help but feel sad, even though it's not Hanna's parents but his and hers are practically close and she could feel her heart crack when she heard that.

The look on Taeyang's face isn't happy and Hanna regrets asking why the accident happens. His eyes watered and Hanna bet that his tears will fall soon.

"I'm happy though," he said, "I don't have to feel alone anymore." And with that, his tears fell from his eyes, sliding down to his scrapped cheeks.

Hanna's heart crunch like someone had punch her chest multiple times and felt like she's about to cry too.

This guy is sure enduring a lot of pain that Hanna didn't know it before.

Taeyang had maybe selfish side, but inside, he's broken, fragile that needs a lot of distraction to make himself happy. He maybe not the best thing that Hanna had ever had, but she's grateful enough to meet him.

She maybe not appreciate him much because her true feelings weren't just for him, but every day and every time, she tried to make herself love him so she won't make someone hurt because of her.

They both had locked their eyes, Hanna's eyes filled with water and Taeyang couldn't help but chuckled when tears falling down.

"Why are you crying?" He asks, wiping her tears with his thumb that was the only part of his hand that wasn't casted. Hanna sniffs wiping her remaining tears with her yesterday hoodie.

"I'm here, Sunbae." She said, "If you need someone, I'm here." she said placing her hands back to his and caresses his knuckles with such careful like he's the last gem in the world.

Taeyang automatically smile patting her head like a robot when he only had limited movement due the pain he had to endure and make Hanna chuckled before smiling.

"I thought I was the reason why you drink." She said.

Taeyang pursed his lips, "You're one of it though."

Her smile fades that make the injured male had to hold his pain as he laughs.

-

Juho walked down the path, kicking the dead leaves that blocking his way towards the park, wanting some time alone after a few days didn't come to school.

Maybe going here and there, meeting new girl, seeing their smiles would make him forget how her eye smile would be like – but at the end he can't.

The thought of forgetting her was a bad idea, maybe, but he can't keep thinking about her when she thinking about someone that wasn't him.

It hurts, it's like he wanted to blame her not to love him back and wanted to blame her for appearing in front of him, in his life and want to scream in front of her, blaming her for always making his head dizzy just to think about her all day.

Maybe it's too exaggerate but what can he do aside meeting new girls outside his school or in his school and all he get is a girl who wanted his money and fame.

Hanna didn't want that, she already had that – which she kept it a secret but somehow he felt special when he knew about it.

Even if it wasn't a secret, Juho knew that Hanna wasn't that kind of person that wants to date a rich kid only for money. No.

"Stop it!" he held both the side of his head pretend to bang it but turns out makes him look like a crazy man in the middle of the park – earning weird gaze from the people around him and made him walk away.

The park wasn't that crowded but there's a lot of people walking by, in and out it is also due the nearby hospital too where he was now.

"Stress much?" he turned his head around and saw his best friend, Young-Bin walking towards him with a stick of grilled sausage.

The taller male rolled his eyes but taking the sausage away from the shorter one who yelled and slapped him on the shoulder before taking back the bitten sausage.

"It's not my fault that that girl is in your life, but that doesn't mean you can eat my three won sausage." Young-Bin protest glaring daggers at Juho.

Juho didn't care and munch the sausage he take and keep on walking while Young-Bin sadly had to followed him to where he was going.

"Why are we here anyway?" Young-Bin asked biting down the sausage as he followed Juho who was already seated on the bench under the big tree.

A sigh left Juho's lips as he spread his arms on the bench and crossed his legs on top each other.

"I'm releasing my feelings for her," He replied looking up to the bright sky, "It seems like my heart won't leave her."

Young-Bin was busy eating when he saw a familiar figure with a maroon hoodie walking out from the hospital doors.

He squint his eyes for a better looking might as well wrong because many people in Korea look the same.

But then what make Young-Bin sure was when In-Seong walks out from those automatic doors.

"Speaking of the devil." Young-Bin said and caught Juho's attention. He stared to where his friend was looking and blinked his eyes.

"What the hell are they doing in the hospital?" Juho said under his breaths without realizing it.

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