When The Light Goes Out

Chapter - 13

"Oh, no, no that wasn't it at all," Barry said as he made his way across the room to her. "No, I was saying you should take time to care for yourself because it seemed like you were going to start spending more time with us. I just don't want you to let yourself go."

She looked up at him now that he was closer. Yeah, it was Barry. "You should go. I'm probably keeping you from something important."

"You sure you're okay?" he asked.

"I'm fine, go back to work. Sorry I bothered you." She pulled away from him and stepped back. "Hey, let me know when you're off the clock. There's something I want to talk to you about."

"I will. I'll text you, alright?"

She nodded then quickly left the room before anything else could be said. She found her way back outside without help since there was no one there to help anyhow. Home was the next destination.

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When she finally got the text from Barry she had already gone over her arguement and what she would do should he refuse. She called him so that she could her his voice and get her points across.

"So, what I wanted to talk to you about is kind of important," she said. "Now, it's just a suggestion, but I think it's something worth thinking about. I've already talked to Terrence about it and he doesnt like it but he didn't say no."

Barry chuckled lightly. "What is it Mo'?"

"I think that we should consider... roomates."

"You mean the two of us?" 

"Um, yeah," she said. "You can't stay at the apartment, it'll draw attention right? Jade told me you don't live there."

"Well, we don't but our place is good. What- You think we should supervised?" His tone hinted at offense. "You think we're gonna hurt ourselves?"

Monique cursed under her breath. "No, Barry, I don't think that at all. I'm sorry. I hadn't thought the suggestion would come off like that but it's not what I meant."

"I thought you believed us..."

"Wait, slow down. I was only suggesting it because of how concerned you were about the horde. If you do lose control then at least there would be someone there to stop them from doing anything wrong."

There was silence for a short while. "You think you can stop them?"

"I don't know but I would rather try than sit back and watch them do terrible things with the body that you and the others have to share as well. I'd hate myself even more if I did that."

"Look, Mo', you're a good person and I know you want to help but what would be more helpful for us is if you would stay as far from us as possible. I don't want to come back and find out that my friend was hurt by my hands. I don't want that to happen Mo'."

Monique sat on the edge of her bed and laid back. "I understand...but if it could be stopped wouldn't you want it to? Do you want me to sit back and just let it happen?"

"I don't want you to get hurt Mo'," he said. "Please...just... It's alright if we talk, but I think we should keep some distance between us."

Monique wanted to push the issue so badly. She wanted to state her arguement and all of her support for the idea, but it was his body and it was about him. If he didn't want to do it then who was she to argue with him. She was just a little shocked by him even refusing the idea as strongly as he did. It truly hurt her heart. "Alright," she said after a long pause. "If you don't want to do it then forget I even said anything about it. Nevermind. I'm sorry I even brought it up."

"You were just trying to help," he said. "We appreciate it Mo', but you shouldn't put yourself in danger like that. What would Terrence do if he found out something happened to you?"

"Fine, fine. I get it," she replied. "I'll forget about it."

"Thanks. I just want you to be safe."

Yeah, yeah, she thought but said, "Everyone does..."

"I've had kind of a long day but I'll text you tomorrow," Barry said. "Please don't be upset with me, hun. I promise it's what's best for both of us."

Monique sighed exhasperatedly. "I'm not. It's whatever you want to do- this is about you."

"Thanks. I'll talk to you tomorrow."

"Bye."

Monique just laid there staring up at her ceiling blankly. That was not how she was expecting the conversation to go at all. Resistance was expected, of course, but not that kind. She had convinced herself that he would at least have understood where she was coming from but he was offended by the notion. She rolled onto her side and covered her face. Not once had she ever felt so horrible after talking with Barry. It was something akin to betrayal or realizing her great idea was actually the most insensitive thing she could have done and she probably just ruined the longest friendship she ever had.

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