Where Did It All Go Wrong

You can guess that more is going to happen in my life. You can say all that you want. But you know what, I'm going to keep going! It's going to get worse, there are going to be more problems, but I'm living. People have said to me "kill yourself!" But no! I know what that can do to others around you. But there is one question in my mind, where did I go wrong? What did I do to deserve this fate? Why is this happening to me? I can try to answer these questions all I want. But I know that whatever I did, I can't change it now, I can't go back. I don't know if I deserve this, but I don't ask for forgiveness, if this is what life has planned for me, then I'll take it. I only get one life, and I'm not wasting it. I have been saying through this whole book that I'm depressed, but you know what. I don't want to be. I have a life waiting for me. And whatever comes my way, I'll face it. All of this, all of this book, it might be meaningless to you. But it made me realize, how lucky I am. I will always have questions. But there's always an answer. It helped me to write this book, if I wouldn't have, I would have still had a void in my soul. My eyes would have looked down still. I wouldn't have been who I am today. Where did it all go wrong, I guess I'll never know.
End chapter 14, Where Did It All Go Wrong.

Ps. Victoria was here✌️