The first time sam broke my heart. Well that really takes me back...
The day was cold, grey and miserable. I guess it really projected my feelings.
Id just found out from a friend that sam actually had a girlfriend, when i confronted him about it he didnt even try and deny it...
He then proceeded to apologise "for just being himself". Like is he fucking serious? He just destroyed me and he didnt feel anything.
Ill tell you it hurt. It crazy hurt, it felt like my soul had been shattered into a million pieces. But eventually; slowly i picked myself back up.
I got on track i got myself straight and i didnt see him again for 4 years. I was over it
Or so i thought....
