Prisoner - Lauren/you

Crazy?

(the song Lauren's singing and playing, I suggest listen to it while reading⬇️⬇️⬇️⬇️⬇️)

She starts to sing and my heart melts at how sensitive the song is, how fragile it makes her look.

It'll be 'til the end, give me nothing I've ever tried
It'll be the perfect sin, something like the truest lie,

Everywhere somehow, the only place I'll ever be
As long as you hold me down, oh such a liberty

Warm me with your touch, pressure from your fingertips
Never be enough, I'll do nothing but submit

I just wanna feel a thousand hands from you, only you
Can you make me feel a thousand hands from you, only you

I felt tears fall from my face, Lauren is far from a monster, why would she call herself one?

Grab a hold of my soul and make me feel complete within
you'll be the one to show these goosebumps on my skin,

I'll wear my heart on my sleeve, I need you to feel the pain
Would you take a bullet for me? Cause you know I'll do the same,

Once I heard those words be sung by her, i just wanted to go over and hug her and tell her everything's okay.

Warm me with your touch, pressure from your fingertips
Never be enough, I'll do nothing but submit,

I just wanna feel a thousand hands from you and only you
Can you make me feel a thousand hands from you and only you,

Lauren started to cry, making me cry even more. I'm pretty sure she could hear me cry and if she couldn't she's probably too into the song to hear me.

I just want to feel a thousand, from you
A thousand hands from you
Just wanna feel a thousand
A thousand hands from you
Feel a thousand hands from you

When she had finished singing, I walked over to her and hugged her from behind.
She flinched at the contact but soon relaxed.

"your not a monster, your a human with feelings like everyone else, and I want to how your feeling"

Lauren turned around and faced me with tear stains on her cheeks.
She pulled me into a hug and started to cry uncontrollably.
I stroked her back and gave her a kiss on the head.

"your not a monster okay? You didn't know it was me, it wasn't your fault okay? "

She nodded her head which made me think that she doesn't believe that it wasn't her fault.

" No, I want to hear you say it wasn't your fault"

All I got was silence for a few minutes, until she looked up at me and said the words I wanted to hear.
"it wasn't my fault"

I smiled at her; giving her a kiss on the cheek.
She pulled me back in for a hug and the next words she spoke was unexpected but will bring us closer.
"I can't take it anymore, I need to get it out... I want to tell you but you'll leave me. "

I lifted her head up to look at me and moved closer to her face.

" I won't leave you baby, I love you too much. you'll feel a lot better if you tell me"

Lauren nodded her head and gave me a passionate kiss.
We pulled away and rested our heads together.
I will be with Lauren till the day I die, why would she think I would leave her?

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A/n: HEYYYY so I was thinking of making another poem related chapter, like I did for 'the manhunt', I was gonna use the poem 'Valentine'. If you don't know that poem well... You will after, but the chapter will probably be after the chapter Lauren tell y/n about the scar or should it be in the same chapter as Lauren reveals her secret?

Love ya
Hermy-