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You'd be so surprised by

how much attention a book can draw.

Coupled by my black clothes

and defeated look.

But on the inside I'm screaming,

this close to a panic attack while I drive down

these old streets,

where we fell in and out of love.

But I put a smile on my face

and hold my head high,

pretending that I'm strong enough,

though I'm obviously too close to

a nervous breakdown to be of any use.

I embarrassed that poor waiter,

but he shouldn't have tried

to talk to a mess, a wreck,

like me.

I was scared, and I'm sorry.

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