After I post this, I will add more poems.
This is a song that I wrote exactly a month ago. After the breakup I was destroyed. I was so sick of music. Every song reminded me of him. We liked the same bands so it was hard for me to listen to anything. Still to this day I cannot listen to certain songs, but I'm getting better.
Music to me is everything. It's my life. And when the breakup happened I gave it up. I felt like it deceived me with its stupid words. I felt like it was taunting me. I couldn't write, I couldn't do anything.
I don't know how, but I somehow managed to knock some sense into myself. It's music for crying out loud! My frickin passion! So I needed to write something. I needed to get back into it.
Because it had been so long since I had written a song, it's a little shaky and not that great, but it descibed me perfectly at that time. I wrote it in a way where I was someone else, talking to myself.
You're stuck at rock bottom
Your troubles fill your mind
A life you look back on
The one he left behind
But sweetie there's a way out
When you fall apart
Something you've forgotten
Something close to your heart
(you know what to do...)
Get out your small journal
Scribble random words
Pour all the hurt out
Make your thoughts heard
Let it go
Sing it out
Your voice shines above that cloud
Don't forget
Don't let doubt
Be what drags your voice down
Free your words
Free your mind
Don't leave anything behind
Let it go
Sing it out
Your voice shines above that cloud
Days turn to weeks and
Your pain comes in fast
You keep yourself locked in
Focused on your past
Now sweetie what'd I tell you
Don't throw yourself away
Focus on yourself now
Your voice knows the way
(you know what to do...)
Get out your small journal
Scribble random words
Pour all the hurt out
Make your thoughts heard
Let it go
Sing it out
Your voice shines above that cloud
Don't forget
Don't let doubt
Be what drags your voice down
Free your words
Free your mind
Don't leave anything behind
Let it go
Sing it out
Your voice shines above that cloud
The smile you once left behind, a broken girl a broken mind
A simple cure you've seemed to find, a love that is so divine
Let it go
Sing it out
Your voice shines above that cloud
Don't forget
Don't let doubt
Be what drags your voice down
Free your words
Free your mind
Don't leave anything behind
Let it go, let it go
Let it go
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A Look Inside
PoetryThis is basically my collection of poems, thoughts, and songs that I have written. Caution though, some of them deal with subjects such as love, self-harm, abuse, drugs, and alcohol.
