Hurt By Most

My Life

                  The girl on the top
is Alexandra

Today is gonna be a good day.  I guess you can say because I woke up being dragged by the hair to wake up then spat in the face. At least my dad didn't punch me.

"Alexandra hurry the f*ck up you stupid kid' My thoughts were disturbed by my mom's  yelling but I sure as hay did not wanna get beat again before school so I hurried up and ran down the stairs. Out the door I went. I never eat at home usually breakfast and lunch is all i eat at school till the next day. You may be wondering what i eat on the weekends I sadly eat at my friend's house which is embarrassing but that's how I get around in life.

I arrive at school to be greeted with Tiffany. She's the popular girl in school yet she's rude and disrespectful. But no one dare tell her that to her face unless you wanna start something you can't end.

Tiffany walks up to me and then drops my books."Stupid nerd get out of my f*cking way." She always has to push me around and call me names.. "I-I'm sorry I didn't mean to be in your way." Tiffany: "Well watch it idiot. I don't want idiot cells on my damn dress." i stay silent because i didn't wanna make a bigger fool  of myself.

The bell rings and i head straight to class, not looking up till I was in front of the class door. I enter as i see Tiffany whispering to her minion as she look at me and giggles. I felt my anxiety rise but kept my cool and went to my seat. I saw Inti she's my friend i love her and brandy so much there my only true friends more like my only friends. But sometimes having a small group of real friends is better than having a large group of fake frien- as always i'm disturbed from my thoughts by someone witch was Inti calling my name because the class was over I smiled at her and we both walked out of the class.

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(After school)

I walk into the house were I start to be devoured by fear. I open the door getting ready to just walk straight to my room. As i start walking i'm greeted by a fist. I stumble back in pain as i look up to see who hit me. It was my father and reeked of alcohol. Fear clouded my whole body knowing this was not gonna end well.

Dad:" Well i was gonna let you be but i looked at you for just a second I saw your mother and guess what i found out your *hiccup* mother is cheating on me so it's you- *hiccup* fault that i'm gonna take it out on you. You just look so much like her. So get up because i'm gonna have some fun." I was so scared for my life i could tell he was gonna hurt me and i think this time it was gonna be horrible.

He looked at me in the eye and then he said i f*ckin hate you. With that he punched me so hard i fell then he grabbed me by the hair and kept punching me. "P-Please s-stop i-it hurts." He looked at me and laughed as i started crying from the pain then he let go of my hair as i feel back to the ground  as i thought this pain was done. He said to me " Oh sweetheart i'm not done with you yet." I just wanted to die because the pain was so bad. Then all of the sudden he started kicking me as i couldn't breath a few kicks later I heard the door open. I was so happy to see my mom she looked at me in disgust but i didn't care at least my dad stop hitting me.

But then i worried on what he was gonna say it looked like he sobered up when he saw my mom. Dad: Ah Martha love how are you. Your daughter looks just like you." he said smiling at my mom as my mom's face was utterly confused on why I had a beating because I looked "like her." Mom: "Is it a bad thing she looks like me. I mean she likes like sh*t but is bad she has a resemblance to me."  Dad: "Well guess what i found out your cheating on me so right now yes it is bad cause every time i look at her i see you. She's gonna suffer Martha." By now he was smirking with evil eyes looking at me. My mom was speechless at first but finally she spoke.

Mom: " Mark I-I'm sorry it just happened. I love you so much. Please forgive me, it was a one time thing i was drunk and it just happened. He looked at my mom and his eyes were full of lust...  He grabbed her and kissed her as they started walking up stairs i was happy they left as i started to crawl up the stairs. Pain started to radiate all  over my body. I finally got up the stairs into my bedroom i cried in my bed as i was so scared on what my parents had next for me. I knew i had cuts on my body i could feel them burning. So i walked to  my bathroom to go disinfect them but i also grabbed my blade. I walk into my restroom crying and i stared at my arms. I started  cutting my arms wondering what i did to deserve this. But that question would never be answered. After a while of crying and cutting i washed  off all the blood and then took a bath to clean off the cuts on my body. I took around an hour then i got out and at this time I was exhausted so i went straight to sleep.

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I wake up thankfully by myself as i get ready for school. I walk to school as i'm pretty early probably around 10 min early. So i go see if Brandy and Inti are there. i search around to finally find them in the cafeteria. I run over there to get a bite of the strawberry nutella cupcakes. Witch startled them a bit. God i was so hungry it's been  a day without eating but i was gonna eat till i couldn't walk knowing i probably wasn't gonna eat a lot for a few days. Inti and Brandy saw the bruise on my arm as i quickly cover it with my sweater they knew what would go on in my house but i made them promise never to tell ANYONE. The bell rings as we all go to our classes. knowing that this was gonna be a long day.