why!

chapter 1

Flashback

"I was just getting off of work when I heard a male voice call out to me.

"Wassup son" A handsome young man called out to me .

I turned around and ignored him.

That's when he grabbed my arm. I tried to yank away but he held my arms tighter .For a second I was free from him but he sent someone after me.As I tried to get away I thought of how cold and dangerous he was to me. He didn't care about me to treat me this way.He put on this perfect act when we were around people."

By the time I was shook back to reality ,Damien was pulling something out his pocket. He was trying to kill me again.I jerked away and started running I didn't know where I was going but I know I had to go get out of town.I was running for blocks when I finally got to my house.I got to the front step and saw that my front door was kicked open.when I got in side I saw that my house was trashed.All I could think about at the time was my two year old daughter and her babysitter.I'm so glad they weren't at my house when he came , which is why he probably came here anyway.once I walked in and went to my room I started looking for my money that I've been saving just in case I needed extra cash to escape. Once I found it ,I looked around and started to pickup ​my clothes and my lovely daughter's clothes as well .I know I​ had to pack light. When I got done ,I rushed to my second car that I had brought about a week ago but before I got in ,I inspected it.It looked like nothing was wrong so I got in and started the car. I started to drive to the babysitter's​ house which was all the way on the other side of town which took me about 45 min to get to. As I was driving I started to ask myself why did he turn this way.

It's hard to say I never knew it would come to this.Why was I the only one who knows what he's really like.He never used to be like this he always​ was sweet, hand some and kind.

I should start by saying my name is kai'la Shantel Johnson .Everyone calls me la'la.I am light skinned with long curly hair,dark brown eyes,and plump pink lips. I'm a stripper. It's not like I wanted to be one but it's the only thing I know how to do. I grew up with my mom who was a business owner .I had people to do everything for me all the time .Sadly, I was 17 when my mom died in a car crash. When I found out I didn't know what to do. I couldn't do anything without her.I was trying to keep my mom's business open but it was too hard for me to do alone . When I turned 18 that's when I met the love of my life, Damien Harding. I met him at my mother's funeral. After I read my poem dedicated to her.

"If I had you today.
If I had you right now.
What would I say.
What would I do.
Would you have changed.
We wouldn't have the bad things.
I wish that you were here with me.
I cry a tear for you every​ time I think about you
It hurts me more then you'll ever know.
Ill make a change for you and for me so that I may grow beautifully".

He walked up to me after the funeral and said " that was lovely". I turned around I to see him. He had dreads and dark brown eyes,with a perfect smile.  I was in my thoughts looking him up and down when I noticed that he also had a tattoo on his left arm .I cleared my thoughts and said" Hi if you don't mind me asking but who are you and how do you know my mother"? He looked at me as if I was speaking another language. Then he started to speak he said "I knew your mom. She was the best. But I had to leave because I moved but we kept in contact with each other. She always gave me advice and stuff". As he was talking I couldn't take my eyes off him ,then he asked me if I would like to get something to eat that saturday.I of course said yes. As the time went on he gave me his number. He also but his name in my phone which I didn't realize that through all that talking I was doing.  I never got his name until now. Name as contact "Damien bae😍😘🍆". I didn't even see it until about 3 hours later when I was at the mansion my mother left for me. I was taking a shower .When I got out I heard my phone buzz then. I saw it was from him and a big smile came over my face. I have no clue why though. his massage said
          "Damien 😍😘🍆:hey love I just wanted to text u goodnight sexy."

    As I looked at it I was wondering why he just wanted to text me goodnight but just responded.
     " Me: goodnight sweet dreams"

And with that text I went to my bed and got in I was there reading a book and thinking about how I'm going to get money to support myself. I had some money my mother left, about $1,256,777.67 in my savings. With that thought I was off to dream land.