When you don't reply I think the worst. I think that you're gone, I'm never gonna see you again.
I cry myself to sleep trying to convince myself that your alright.
I hide my tears from my parents.
People at school wonder why when I get told off I smile and laugh.
I just don't wanna break down because of I think you're dead or you hate me.
I hate fighting and I hate thinking you're gone. I try not to think about it but I do.
I've been through people killing themselfs and I don't find out till 2 weeks and they've already had their funerals.
I don't wanna lose you.
Any of u.
❤❤💙Stay strong💙❤❤
This is dedicated to everyone who want to die or is depressed but I also wanna dedicate it to Filly, Jayde and Tui. They're my besties ❤❤❤❤
