Mistake's {E.D Fanfic}

Chapter 1

Abigail's POV

I'm heading to pick Luke up from a party that I had begged him not to go to but well that didn't work, We've been arguing for the past few months, I have time to think about our future to see its even gonna be good.

As I think I realize that I finally got to the party (Lukes house,the party is at his but we live in my), I pulled to the side of the road, I could the the loud music from all the way down here, To be honest parties aren't really my crowd, I mean like yeah I would randomly go just to have fun, but not every single weekend.

I slowly walk towards the house that holds the party, once I enter I start pushing through the crowd that was trying to exit since the party was over ,So once I get out of the blob of people searching for Luke,I slightly hold my breath from the smells of all the alcohol, I finally fine him... I walk closer and say "Hey Lu- WHAT THE FUCK!" I yell from the sight in front of me, I feel with anger as I see him doing it with girl, I start crying and realize who the girl was.... "Mitsy!?" I feel with more anger realizing that my best friend and bo- EX boyfriend were just having sex.

"What!" Luke stutters as he rolls his eyes and stands to pulls his pants up.

"Luke what the hell!?" I scream and try to pull him with me, "Abigail, we are over! Get the hell away from the you slut!" I jump as he speaks, "L-Luke your just drunk come on." I choke out as I cry and watch him kiss the girl, " Abigail! I'm not fucking drunk I don't want to be with a whore like you!" He yells and I flinch.  "I realize that Isabelle, Cal, Ashton and Mikey were actually still here, I could help but throw something, I grab a lamp and throw it, Once Luke realizes what i've done her jumpps up and grabs my arm, "WHAT THE FUCK IS YOUR DAMN ISSUE!? IS IT THAT I JUST USED YOU SINCE YOU WERE A FUCKING POOR ASS SLUT, I DATED YOU TO ONLY MAKE MY BAND LOOK GOOD!" He screams in my face, I cry more and more, "Luke you'r just drunk, Please just come on..." I please just for him to scream at me again, "GET THE HELL OUT YOU PIECE OF SHIT!" I sign in frustration and run, I couldn't describe how pissed, heart broken And annoyed I was, I decide that I was gonna just call Calum and see if he was up, hes been in the hospital for awhile after his girlfriend Anna had their twins, Annabelle and Alex I just need his help to think,

Cal: Hello?

A: H-Hey

Cal:Whats wrong Abs?

A:I'm on my way to the hospital! I'll tell you when I get there.

Cal:Okies bye

A:Bye

I hang up and speed to the hospital that was a block away, Once I get there I explain to a nurse that I was his best friend and he called me needing to talk to me, she believed me and I quickly ran into his room making him jump slightly, "Oh my god Cal Oh my fucking god!" I groan from annoyance still slightly crying, "Abs What the hell happened!?" He asked quickly clearly concerned, "I caught Luke having sex with Mitsy, my best friend Mitsy! So then he proceeded to tell me I'm a slut and that he dated me just because it would boosts y'all's band for helping a poor ass like me." I cry at the end, I can't belive him!  "I can't fucking believe him! Once I'm out of here I'm going to beat his fucking ass!" Calum growls in anger, then out of the blue I look into his eyes, It's like he's trying to tell me something I just couldn't get it threw, He slowly starts to lean in and my body follows, my minds pulling back but my body just follows until our lips meet, It felt so right, but it was so so SOOO damn wrong to do, We quickly pulls back, "I-I U-Uh, S-Sorry" I choke out standing, I couldn't..... I think I am..... I'm having feelings for Calum, Wait what the fuck, I couldn't, There's no way I can have feeling for him, hes married, "I can't do this shit!" I mumble and run my fingers through my hair, "What do you mean Abigail?" Calum asked slowly

"I have feelings for you, like like those feelings but I know, we're never going to be a thing." I quickly mumble and I quickly walk out of the door to the exit.

I call my friend Ethan

E: Hello?

A: Hey, I'm coming to your place next month!

E: For real! YAYAYAYAYAYAYAYAYAYAYAYAYA

A: Yeah! And I'm actually moving there! I'm searching for apartments tomorrow!

E: you already have a free one! You can stay with me!

A:Awe for real!?

E: Yeah! Well call me later I'm going somewhere!

A: ok bye and thanks again

E: Anytime baby girl

I hang up and Speed home, I'll be fine once I get there.

2 weeks later.

Luke called me last week and asked if we could talk, I agreed and today, hes coming over so i've drank a lot of alcohol to try to be layed back., I'm horrified just because I don't want to say anything that gets him mad, As I think I realize that he's ringing my doorbell, I jump up and run  and answer the door, "H-Hey."  I mumble and opening the door wider for him to answer.

"Hey." He says, I lead him up to our old bedroom now just mine, "I sit on the bed, I have no pictures of us in here anymore, There all in a bag and all of his old t-shirts he doesn't wear i have in my suit cases,  speaking of his T-Shirts I was actually wearing on with a pair of very high shorts but luckily the shirt is long enough to make sure my butt is covered.

 "So U-Uh what would you like to talk about?" He asked biting his lip at the end. "I have a crush on Calum... I need help...I can't hurt Anna like that!" I say just letting it slip out.

"Erm... How am I suppose to help?" He asked looking into my eyes, He's always had a effect when he looked at me, but for some reason he didn't have it on me this time, I slowly start to hum to the song Amnesia, ever since all that happened between Luke and I that's all I've been singing, I changed the words to fit my situation, I keep umming until I realize that I'm still with Luke, "S-So um, can you try to talk me out of liking Cal?" I asked clearly drunk.

"Um how?" He asked raising a eyebrow, "Any way you want." I smirk and walk over to Luke, This alcohol is gonna be a big ass mess in the end probably.

"A-Abby, have you been drinking!?" Luke quickly says but I don't answer I just quickly start kissing him.

Luke's POV

"A-Abby have you been drinking?" I ask smelling a lot of alcohol on her breath, she doesn't answer she just quickly starts kissing me, My body wouldn't listen to my mind and started kissing back, all I could think was Shit, we kept kissing and we got into it "That" deep I needed to break the kiss because I couldn't tell her that I was in a relationship in the middle of kissing, but everytime id pull back she would follow.

We lay on the bed out of breath, I think, What the hell have I done, but Hey, It happened, oh well, I just regret everything I told her at that party, but to be honest it was mainly true, So once I see tat Abbys asleep, I jump up throw all my clothes on and run outside to my car and leave, one I finall get home I send her a message, 

Hey I'll see ya around I had to go! 

A/N

YASSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSs I finally made it to  1418  words!

Yall will have some VERY LONG chapters for this book! <3

Oh and Yeah I restarted the book cause my wattpad was acting weird and so want to delete something else it glitched and I just said hey what the hell lets just restart it! So hope yall like it! <3

(SO CRINGING TO WRITE OMFG IMA GO TO HELL AFTER THAT SHIT!)

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