it hurts until it doesn't (poems about my feelings lmao)

burning alive

i look him in the eyes
as he lies through his teeth
my tears tickle my neck
my hands in tight fists
the hate i have towards him
it burns my lungs
it hurts to breathe
and i only ever wish him the worst
with every last second of his life
so he could realize
just how crazy
he really is
and how crazy
he made me feel