The Day I Met My Soul Mate

The man-boy ... what to do !!!

I am now laid on my bed quietly sobbing to myself i have been so confused ,confused on what to do about the man-boy i like him and everything cos he's sooo fine ! But why would he like me cos you know i'm just a stupid girl with stupid dreams no one would ever want to date me !! After-all he is famous and could date models and actresses its no wonder he wouldn't date me is it ?! 

Oh Great now my not so little Jud has come and laid on me and is trying to lick my face its disgusting yuck and Juds breathe smells of his dinner fish and now my face smells of it too after he's almost licked me to death !!!

So now in my walk in wardrobe looking for what to wear for work experience tomorrow if that hunk of a man-boy is there i better wear something appealing but not like a skirt so short its just a strip of cloth or a top showing my belly no I'm thinking of wearing possibly a white blouse with a slim skirt up to my knees and my new libertines yes i think i'll wear that, I have decided that the outfit i just chose out is what i will wear but what if he's not there what if i'm just going to look weird which it will if he's not there ... OK I NEED TO CALM DOWN ! Anyway even though its only 9:30 i have decided to go to bed early to get a good nights sleep well it looks like Juds ready for bed as he is already fast asleep in my bed and he is hogging most of the bed as usual i'll have to move him as usual anyway night .

 Good morning ahh at-least i doin't have to go to work experience until 12:00 today and its only 9:30 now ahh a lie in is what i need but strangely enough last night i had a dream well it was mor elike a nightmare and this girl who acts on the telly i'm sure i have seen her before  Nickelodeon or something i don't know anyway she was trying to take the man-boy off of me and me and the man-boy were getting married at-least there was a good part to my dream , ahh i'd love to marry him .

So today I meet the man-boy and his band at-last ! I bet you he has a proper man-boy name too like John thats a fit name John how you can get a fit name i dont know but i think John is just a fit name.I bet you i'll meet them and then my work expeirence there will be over because as usal nothing ever lasts .