My Last Letter

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Dear Mark,
       
         I know you won't be able to read this anymore, but I decided to write it. Susulat ko to kasi gusto kong malaman mo na mahal na mahal kita. Susulat ko dito lahat ng mga nang yari satin. The memories that we shared, the tears we've shred, the conflicts, evetything.

Tanda mo pa ba yung una tayong nakita? New student ako nun tapos ikaw yung una kong naging friend. Then naging bestfriend, then nainlove ako sayo. I thought I'd have no chance to be in your heart but you proved me wrong when you confessed to me.

Yung nililigawan mo ko, hatid sundo mo ko eh! Hanggang sa sinagot kita. Tuwang tuwa tayo nun. Nag sama tayo for a year. But then you said you'd move to New York for your career. Honestly, I was very happy for you. Yet I felt sad and lonely with the thought that we won't be able too cuddle anymore.

Nag vivideocall lagi tayo nun. Tanda ko pa nung sinabi mong dyan nalang din ako tumira kasama mo. Pero di ako pumayag kasi dream ko talagang maging author, so pupunta ako sa England. Pero yung dream kong yun, pinag sisisihan ko na ngayon.

Almost 2 years tayong hindi nag kasama! Vid. Call lang tayo nag kikita and what's worse is I felt very lonely. You told me that we live under the same sky so I should not feel that way. But I can't help it. I'm very hurt, but I know that you are much more hurt.

May time nga na naiisip ko na sana sumunod nalang ako sayo. Sana hindi ko nalang hiniling maging author. And sometimes, I wish I was the one in you place!

I love you sooooooo very much 
                                               
                          -Jessica

Jessica's POV

After I write this letter, tears started falling form my eyes. Bkit kasi ikaw pa?! Sana ako nalang! Miss na miss na kita!
I soon fell asleeo in my desk. If you were here, I know that you'd carry me to bed.

*the nxt day*

"I hate you for leaving me!!! I hate you for hurting me! I hate you for hurting me and leaving me this way... I wish you just broke up with me!...... atleast I know that your.... stil....... alive" sabi ko habang nakatayo sa harap ng kabao ni Mark. Naiyak padin ako. Hawak ko yung letter na sinulat ko kagabe at white rose.

"And yet I still love you.... I love sooo much Mark!!!" I said my last words and thor the letter and the rose on the top of his coffin gently.

I watch as the boys lower your coffin. In every inch that It'll go deeper I said my wish again and again.

'I wish I was the one who had that car accident. But also I wish that, the accident never happened. I wish you're still here with me. I wish you were still alive. I wish I could turn back the time, to make it all alright. Sana nakibig nalang ako sa gusto mo. Mahal na mahal kita mark. Wag kang mag alala, someday mag kikita din tayo dyan.' 

Sabi ko sa sarili ko habang naiyak paden. Nagsi alisan na lahat ng tao dto. Ako nalang ang natira. Tumingin ako sa langit. Habang tulo padin ng tulo ang mga luha ko.

"Pano ba yan Mark, We're not under the same sky anymore. But atleast your free now. Sana,  nasa masayang lugar ka. Atleast dyan, hindi ka na masasaktan, hindi ka na ulit iiyak. Wag ka mag alala, someday, mag kakasama din tayo dyan. Hintayin mo lang ako Mark. I love you."

I said my last words and went home. Depression and pain is still in me. I'll never be free from this ever again.

*ten days later*

Third person's POV

"Miss, I'm very sorry to say, but your daughter can't handle it anymore. Pag hindi sya gumising hanggang mamayang madaling araw... That's  it... she's gone." Sabi ng doctor sa nanay ni Jessica.

Alam ng nanay ni Jessica na mahal na mahal nya si Mark. She's been losing sleep because of his death. Until one day, she fell on the stairs on her way to work.

She's currently in a coma right now because of how hard she hit her head. Pumasok kwarto ni Jessica ang nanay nya.

"Nak, alam kong pagod ka na... alam kong lumalaban ka para sakin... pero nak, kung pagod ka na talaga, pahinga ka na. Alam kong mahirap para sayo ang iwan kami, pero mas mahirap para samin ang makita kang ganyan. Nak, mahal na mahal ka din namin... okay lang kahit sumuko ka na, it's not like we'll never meet again diba? Don't worry... we'll see each other again when the right time comes... your free now, I know your tired. Rest" sabi nya sa anak nya habang hawak hawak ang kamay nya. Luha... tumutulo ang luha nya sa mga mata nya.

Masakit para sa kanya pero para sa anak nya, gagawin nya ang lahat. Kahit mawalan man sya.

Teeet teeeet teeeeet teeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeert 

She heard her mothers voice. She did as she was told. She rest. And now, she's gonna see him again.

"M-mark?" She stuttered as she saw a familiar figure of a boy. He looked at her and smiled widely. "Hello Jessica, my love" he said and went closer to her. He kissed her then hugged her.

'Not even death can tear our everlasting love apart.' 

They both thought as they enjoyed each other's embrace.

'I will bever leave you again. I missed you so much'




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cristeltomo26 Cristel_Tomlinson

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